Dean's POV:
I looked up at the stars, they were hard to see with the fire blazing in front of me. 'Why do I do this?' I thought to myself as I stared at the fire in front of me. I couldn't believe this had happened to Kevin, the kid still had a chance, he should've gone back to college, he should've been successful. A tear escaped my eye and rolled slowly down my cheek I could barely stand watching him burn. But it had to be done, Kevin deserved a proper hunter's funeral.
"H-He's gone?" Liv asked as she walked up to me. She had been out trying to find Metatron with Cas, they had no luck.
"Yeah," I said softly as I pulled her into a hug, her body shook with sobs. I rubbed her back gently, "I'm sorry, Liv. I really am," I whispered. After his body had fully burned and the fire died, Liv, and I returned to the bunker. She gave me one last big hug, "I'm going for a drive," she said softly as she looked up at me, her eyes were the green grey color that they got when she was truly depressed. I knew I had really messed up this time. This was all on me, Sam, Liv, Kevin, all of it.
"Be careful kiddo," I said as I wiped her tears away.
"I will," she said as she turned away, "Thanks for everything Dean... I love you,"
"... Love you too," I managed to say before she walked out the door. I was unsure if I'd ever see her again.
I drove down the road with the radio blasting I had to find Sam and get him back. I heard my phone ringing, it was Crowley, the last person I wanted to talk to at that moment, "What?" I growled into the phone as I glared at the road ahead of me.
"I found your moose," Crowley said, you could feel his smirk through the phone call.
"Where is he you son of a bitch?" I replied with a raised voice.
"Here with me. Bring your angel with you. I'll text you the address," Crowley said before hanging up the phone.
I quickly forwarded the address to Cas and away I went. I had to save my brother, he was all I had left. I couldn't lose him. For hours I drove without stopping all I wanted was to bring home my brother, nothing else. I would stop at nothing until he was safe.
Liv's POV:
I drove down what appeared to be the road. My vision was blurred by tears, this made it almost impossible to tell where I was at. After awhile of trying to drive I pulled over and rested my forehead against the steering wheel. Why did Kevin have to be the one to go? I wished more than anything that it would've been me rather than him. Kevin at least had a purpose. Me on the other hand, well, I'm worthless. Yes, I can fight and what not. But I could never translate the demon, and angel tablets. He had the capability of saving the world with my brothers. I'd never be that important.
I wiped my tears away and gripped the steering wheel tightly, I took a deep, yet shaky breath. I had to find purpose, somewhere I belonged. I didn't think that I would ever end up in the hunter's world again. In fact, I planned on never coming back.

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The Long Lost Winchester: The Hunt Continues
FanfictionSam, Dean, and Liv lean up against baby with their head turned to the heavens as angels rocketed to the earth. Metatron had done it, he'd cast the angels out of heaven. The Winchesters couldn't believe their eyes. Liv turned to Sam, his breathing lo...