Chaos

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    Dean's POV:
    I looked up at the stars, they were hard to see with the fire blazing in front of me. 'Why do I do this?' I thought to myself as I stared at the fire in front of me. I couldn't believe this had happened to Kevin, the kid still had a chance, he should've gone back to college, he should've been successful. A tear escaped my eye and rolled slowly down my cheek I could barely stand watching him burn. But it had to be done, Kevin deserved a proper hunter's funeral.
        "H-He's gone?" Liv asked as she walked up to me. She had been out trying to find Metatron with Cas, they had no luck.
        "Yeah," I said softly as I pulled her into a hug, her body shook with sobs. I rubbed her back gently, "I'm sorry, Liv. I really am," I whispered. After his body had fully burned and the fire died, Liv, and I returned to the bunker. She gave me one last big hug, "I'm going for a drive," she said softly as she looked up at me, her eyes were the green grey color that they got when she was truly depressed. I knew I had really messed up this time. This was all on me, Sam, Liv, Kevin, all of it.
        "Be careful kiddo," I said as I wiped her tears away.
        "I will," she said as she turned away, "Thanks for everything Dean... I love you,"
        "... Love you too," I managed to say before she walked out the door. I was unsure if I'd ever see her again.
    I drove down the road with the radio blasting I had to find Sam and get him back. I heard my phone ringing, it was Crowley, the last person I wanted to talk to at that moment, "What?" I growled into the phone as I glared at the road ahead of me.
        "I found your moose," Crowley said, you could feel his smirk through the phone call.
        "Where is he you son of a bitch?" I replied with a raised voice.
        "Here with me. Bring your angel with you. I'll text you the address," Crowley said before hanging up the phone.
I quickly forwarded the address to Cas and away I went. I had to save my brother, he was all I had left. I couldn't lose him. For hours I drove without stopping all I wanted was to bring home my brother, nothing else. I would stop at nothing until he was safe.
Liv's POV:
I drove down what appeared to be the road. My vision was blurred by tears, this made it almost impossible to tell where I was at. After awhile of trying to drive I pulled over and rested my forehead against the steering wheel. Why did Kevin have to be the one to go? I wished more than anything that it would've been me rather than him. Kevin at least had a purpose. Me on the other hand, well, I'm worthless. Yes, I can fight and what not. But I could never translate the demon, and angel tablets. He had the capability of saving the world with my brothers. I'd never be that important.
I wiped my tears away and gripped the steering wheel tightly, I took a deep, yet shaky breath. I had to find purpose, somewhere I belonged. I didn't think that I would ever end up in the hunter's world again. In fact, I planned on never coming back.

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