Kensis POV
Status- alive
Emotions- very hard to control, possibly love?
We've been undercover as max and Francesca for 3 days now and we have a lead on who is pumping or navy offices with drugs. However, Deeks and I had a near kissing encounter, and damn, I'm regretting not doing it then.
Flash back
Deeks and I went to check out the neighbourhood and ended up in a near by park, both of us raced for the swings, I was in the lead when Deeks kicked the back off my ankle and made me trip, somehow, he ended up lying on top of me our faces centimetres apart. His breath ticking my face. 'You good?' Deeks asks me like he did when I was kidnapped and nearly blown up. 'Yeah, I'm good' I say back 'but get your fat ass of of me, I'm getting squished' I joked. Deeks stood up and offered me a hand, which I gratefully excepted.
End of flash back
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Deeks POV
This mission is bringing kens and I closer together if that was possible. We're best friends and she's the only person I trust and I know I'm hers, but this is definitely bringing out the unfamiliar feelings hetty was talking about. I just doubt that she feels the same way, when Jack left her the boundaries around her heart doubled. But I have knocked most of them down, I can tell how she's feeling within a second, but, when she's around me, it's so hard to tell wether she thinks I'm her best friend, or thinks of me as a lover. I know for a fact, sam and callen dislike the way I've knocked down the walls it took them years too, but hey, I guess that's just the way life is. If we're ment to be, we'll end up together. And god I hope We do.
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Kensis POV
Deeks and I finished our op and my feelings towards him became stronger and I have come to the conclusion that I Kensi Marie Blye is evidently in love with Martin Andrew Deeks. Which is why I'm currently sat in my living room with Nell, 'nell, say hypothetically speaking, I fell in love with someone, how would I then find out if he loves me back, hypothetically speaking of course?' I ask my best friend.
'Well, its the little things that make it obvious, does his smile brighten when you enter the room? Does he care about the way you feel, little things like these give away a lot about how a person feels towards you' nell replies, she always knows just what to say.
'I know he cares about how I feel, but his eyes lightening up when I enter a room, honestly.. I have no clue' I sigh.
'I don't suppose where hypothetically speaking about a certain shaggy haired co worker are we?' Nell says with a smirk playing on her lips.
'What no!' I almost shout. However the smirk growing on the petite girls lips grew. She knew. 'Omg it is! I knew you had a crush on him and he obviously is head over heels for you' nell says proudly. 'I don't know if he likes me though' I say to nell. 'Trust me he does' nell says.
The rest of the night continued normally and I've decided that I'm going to keep my work and home lives separate, wether that be with or without Deeks. He's my partner and best friend first, nothing is going to come between us and that's that!
