i'm addicted to you ⇨ jian

chapter one

jc's pov

Kian walked into my room as i was laying in my bed on my laptop. "Get up" he said gesturing with his hand, "let's go out and get some food" he finished, leaving my room. I got up and put on a shirt and fixed my hair a bit and walked into the kitchen to see Kian making out with his new girlfriend Meredith. I put on a face of disgust and was praying she wasn't coming with us. "Uh Kian?" I coughed trying to get them to stop. They pulled away from eachother and I looked away as Kian walked toward me. "Yeah?" He questioned. "Um is uh she coming with us?" I asked looking at her sitting on out counter staring at me. "Yeah is that okay?" Kian replied, smiling at me then looking back at her. When I didn't answer Kian called Meredith over and we headed out.

As we reached the parking lot, Kian said he'd drive, that's weird, Kian usually hates driving. When Meredith got into the passenger seat I heated up a bit. No way Kian was going to let this bitch third wheel me. I looked at Kian with the 'you're just going to let her sit there? What about me?' look. He just shrugged me off and left me to climb in the back like a loser. We started driving and Meredith plugged in her phone to the aux cord and played some shitty white girl music, I tried my best to ignore it and go on my phone but she kept turning it up. Finally I had enough, "Can you turn off this shit?" I fumed at Meredith giving her a nasty glare. "Jc?!" Kian looked at me with shock. "You know what, it's fine" I said calmly, then I continued, "just let me out right here" I shot at the both of them. "Jc. No" Kian flatly said. I ignored him and at the next red light I got out mumbling cuss words under my breath. "Jc! Get back in the car!" Kian yelled after me but I ignored him and made my way to the sidewalk. About five minutes walking down the sidewalk Kian called, he was obviosly already at the restaurant they chose because I could hear muffled voices aside from his own worried one. "Jc what was that? Where are you? Do you want me to pick you up?" He kept firing questions at me. "Will Meredith be there?" I asked nastily. "What's your problem with her?" He asked obviosly frustrated from my attitude today. There were so many things I wanted to say but I kept my mouth shut knowing Kian wouldn't like any of them.

A few hours later I was still wandering the streets not sure where I was when Kian called. "Jc seriously where are you?" He asked done with my jealous hormonal 13 year old girl bullshit. "It's 4:00 pm you've been wandering around for three hours." He said concern in his voice. "I don't know" was all I said. "You don't know what?" He asked. "I don't know where I am" I said embarrassed that I had gotten myself lost. "Ask someone, find a street sign, I'm coming to pick you up" then he hung up. I looked around for a street sign, but couldn't find one. I finally found someone but hesitated to ask them because they were kinda sketchy looking, but they were the only person in sight so I walked up to them. "Uh hi um could you tell me where we are?" I asked nervously, the thought of getting kidnapped crossed my mind. "Los Angeles" he replied, what a loser. "No I mean like street, what street are we on?" I clarified. "I don't know, but it looks like you've got an iPhone there," Was he going to rob me? "Don't you have Google maps or something?" He asked. I sighed "Right" I said holding up my phone and walking away. The man said something I couldn't hear, but it didn't sound nice.

I texted Kian where I was and in 15 minutes I recognized his car pulling up beside me. I got in and immediately looked away avoiding eye contact. "What's with you today?" Kian blurted after about ten minutes of complete silence, not even the radio. I didn't want to tell him the real reason so I just replied with the classic 'I don't know.' "Well I can obviously tell you have a problem with Meredith, I'm not a dumb ass but, why?" I honestly didn't have any interest in answering that question so I didn't, but Kian didn't give up. "Jc! I'm talking to you" he raised his voice and I had to be honest it was kinda scary. I was lost in my thoughts of what to say or even to reply at all, I forgot to answer. "Jc!" Kian screamed, it scared me, he was scaring me. "Sorry I uh I-I don't know" I said in a small voice, Kian cocked his head at me probably wondering why I'm acting so small. By then we had arrived at our apartment and I rushed to get out not waiting for Kian. I opened the door to our apartment and Dom, Corey, and a couple of our other friends were standing around. Great, just what I didn't want, people. "Aye Jc!" Dom cheered. I just walked past all of them to my room not saying a word. "Yeah, he's had a bitchy attitude all day today" I could hear Kian say from my room. "I'll talk to him" I heard someone say, but I couldn't put a name on the voice. Then I heard footsteps coming toward my door followed by a knock. "Go away!" I screamed not knowing who I was talking to. "Jc it's me" It was my ex, Lia. Why was she here. I shrugged off the fact that it was her and continued to tell her off. At this point, I regretted not locking my door because she came in anyways. "Jc what's wrong?" She asked in a sweet voice. "No. What's wrong with you? I told you I wanted to be alone, can't you respect someone's privacy?" I shot at her yelling. "Jc, I'm sorry, it's just Kian's worried about you." She continued not phased by the fact I just screamed at her. "Well then Kian can talk to me, later because right now I just really want to be alone!" I half shouted at her. She left my room and I could tell everyone out there was listening because of the responses I could her like "Oh my gosh what's wrong with him?" Or "Geez god damn" and even "Are you okay Lia"

Later that night everyone left and I still haven't left my room, not even to eat dinner, I wasn't hungry anyway. I just layed there, in the dark, in silence. "Jc" Kian said knocking on my door. I wiped the tears from my temples and tried my hardest not to sound like I was crying. "What?" I asked, my voice lifeless. "Can I come in?" Kian asked his voice saddened and concerned. "Sure" I simply said. The door slowly creaked open and the light from the outside rooms flooded mine, but was soon blocked as Kian walked in shutting my door after himself. He sat at the end of my bed, but my eyes didn't leave the ceiling. "What's up with you today?" He asked calmly and concerned. I wanted to think of a smart reply, but Kian spoke before I could. "Why don't you like Meredith?" He asked again much calmer then earlier. 'Should I lie?' I asked myself. 'Or do I tell him the truth?'