If you're not that blessed should you cry ?
If you're not that blessed will you be sad ?
If you're not that blessed should you be alone ?
If you're not that blessed will your life be a laughter for more ?
If God created us all perfectly
Why would he do this to me ?
All my life everybody laughed at me
Even the people that i called family
They say inner beauty is important
But that contradicts first impression last
How can you understand me
If you never talk and always made fun at me
Some say if you feel terrible inside it shows outside
I say thats why im ugly 'cause all of you made me
Everyday you're always telling me that i dont deserve my life
Every night im crying and dwelling to myself if must die
All i want is to be accepted
All i want is to be respected
All i want is to be blessed
All i want is to be happy that i live a life
Some stories tells my life
But happy endings is a lie
Friends and family are hard to find
Especially my partner for the rest of my life
There is one thing that makes me sad
It is knowing that im not alone experiencing this life
Im not alone in this faith
And not alone in this pain
There is one every year
One in every university
One in every country
One in every lifetime
We dont deserve this life
You dont know what you've done
It seems you dont understand
The things you've done
BUT we're still here my friend
Still waiting for you
Still waiting for your smile
Still waiting for a friend
Its hard to be me
But i wont give up my dream
Its for you understand and believe in
Someone just like me