Flawsy (A LFI Spinoff)

Four

I woke up to Rushing's face inches from mine. He was still dreaming. I stroked his cheek lightly. God he was fucking gorgeous. He was mine. I thought about all the shit Rushing have been through. I remember when I was 11 and Rushing was 13 and I envied Cherry cause all he wanted at the time was her. Now all he wants is me and I'm so grateful. Even though he has done me wrong in the past, it doesn't seem to matter anymore. When I look at him I get butterflies in my stomach. My heart races. I can't help it, it's like I'm under some spell. I'm glad Rushing finally changed his ways.

I saw him open his eyes for a minute then shut them.
"Why are you staring at me, creep?"
"I'm just admiring you. Damn did I get lucky." I said.
"Nah. I'm the lucky one. Look at you." He pulled me closer to him. So close that our lips almost touched.
"What time is it?" He whispered. I look at the clock that's hanging on the wall behind Rushing.
"6."
He kissed me. "Cool the kids won't be up for a long time. Time to fuck the shit out of you." He laughed as he rolled on top of me. He was only in a pair of grey sweatpants and I could see his hard on through them. "Rush.." I gasped as his hands went down my pajama shorts. He was trying to find that one spot that made me scream. Which he was very good at finding might I add. Suddenly I heard the pitter patter of baby feet on the hardwood floor. "Rushing, stop Bryson is coming."
Rushing pulled his fingers out of me with a sigh as Bryson ran through the doorway.
"Good morning mommy and daddy." He said as he ran over to the bed and climbed up the little stairs we had on the side for him.
"Daddy why are you on top of mommy?" He asked. "We were just cuddling Bry." Rushing said with a chuckle. I couldn't count how many times Bryson has walked in on Rushing and I. "I want a cuddle mommy!" Rushing moved to the other side of the bed so Bryson could lay on my chest. Bryson was very protective over me. Even though Rushing was his dad he was still worried about him getting to close to me. He had seen Brandon hit me a lot, so he's scared Rush will do the same.

"Bryson, you know daddy would never hurt mommy right?" I asked. "Yes, but my old daddy did." Bryson said. I could tell this pissed Rushing off.
"Bryson you know you don't have an old daddy right? I'm your only daddy."
"But what about the man with the funny voice?" Bryson asked.
"That's not your daddy Bry." Rushing told him. "I am. Do you understand?"
Bryson nodded cuddling a little closer to me when he sensed Rushing's anger.

Rushing got out of bed and put a shirt on.
"I can't believe you let Bryson call him dad." Rushing said.
"You weren't in his life, who else was going to be a father figure?" I asked. Rushing rolled his eyes. "Don't bring that up. I'm not that guy anymore."
"I know. But I can't help the way Bryson thinks. It isn't my fault." I replied.
"It is Flawsy. You got with an asshole who you let Bryson look up too. Then he hurt you. Now Bryson is going to be scared of every man that ever gets close to you. Hell he hates when I touch you and I'm his real fucking dad!" Rushing's voice raised a little. This really hurt me. It's not like I knew Brandon was going to hurt me, I was young, stupid, and heartbroken over Rushing. I needed someone to fill the void. I know the impact this has had on Bryson's life and how it confuses him.

"Daddy please don't yell." Bryson whimpered. Rushing's face soften. "I'm sorry buddy."

"Look Law, I know that you didn't know how Brandon was going to turn out. But I just hate when that time period is brought up. Fuck, I love you Flawless. I was fucked up in the head. I'm sorry R-A-P-E-D you." He spelled out so Bryson couldn't understand. "And that I took advantage of the one good thing I had going for me, but I knew Brandon wasn't a good guy. I'm pissed that he has scarred my baby boy for life." Rushing finished.

"I know. I'm sorry." I said.
"You know Brandon is engaged?"

Rushing nodded. "I was hoping you wouldn't figure out."
"Why?" I asked.
"Because I know you would be upset about it. And you are, aren't you?"
I shrugged.
"I just feel bad for the girl. I know she's in something she can't get out of."
"Not Everyone is as lucky as you." Rushing replied.
"Not everyone has you in their life." I said standing up from the bed with Bryson in my arms. I missed Rushing on the lips. "I love you." I said. Rushing blushed before saying it back.
"Mommy kiss!" Bryson said getting jealous. I have Bryson a little kiss as he blushed just like his father.
Suddenly we heard a cry from baby Vee.
"Dada, dada!" She cried.
"There's my cue." Rushing chuckled as he walked down the hall to our daughters room.

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A/N: sorry this chapter sucks. I'm also sorry I haven't been updating because I know I'm losing reads on this story. I'm thankful for you guys that keep up with the LFI series still it means a lot. I'm going to try to update this book more because flawsy is my favorite LFI character and that's why I decided to go through with her spin off in the first place. Thank you guys. I have and will always love you all and thank you for the massive support through the years.
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