after obsessing over blood on the dancefloor for 4 1/2 years I finally got the chance to meet them.i bought meet and greet passes for their show on October 12th; my 18th birthday.
-after concert-
after the show-which was amazing- i snuck into their tour bus. i sat there for hours waiting on dahvie and jayy to get back. when they finally arrived i realized they were both high as f*ck. nows your chance to come out from hiding i told myself. i took a deep breath and stepped out from behind the shower curtain. jayy, being himself, immediatley said "uh oh,D-man, its another one of them girlies trying to-" i innterupted him before he could finish, "im 18. my name is cheyenne and i..." i didnt know exactly what to say as for my reason as to why i was in their tour bus. i didnt know what to give as an explenation because, well, i didnt even know the explenation. they both stopped and looked at me,waiting on me to continue my sentence. "hey wait, dont i know you?" asked dahvie. "no-you just met me actually. at the meet and greet." i replied. "oh yea!i thought i recognized that face!" was his reply. suddenly the bus started moving. "well, looks like youre staying with us tonight," said jayy,"you can bunk with me." he said wth a smile. i was pleased but at the same time i was disappointed, i mean, afterall, jayys gay...he led me to his bunk and pushed me onto it "go to sleep, b*tch,im tired." he said with a smirk as he began to take his shirt off. i couldnt help but to stare, hes just so gorgeous. "do you want to change into something more comfortable?" he asked, without my answer he walked away and cam back with one of his t-shirts, "here. put this on. i couldnt find any shorts that would fit you," he said as he turned away as i was changing tops. "thats fine, i have leggings under my shorts;ill just wear them." "ok, " he said as he laid down beside me. later on in the night it got cold. i began to shiver, as i did so, jayy cuddled up to me, "you cold?" he asked as he got closer. "mhm" i replied. he got even closer. he pulled me over so that we were face-to-face. "youll get warmer this way." he was right. i may have gotten a little to comfortable as well. taking a like altering chance, i kissed him. to my surprise he did the same. "sorry," i said. "its fine." was his reply. he pulled me in as close as he could and hugged me. "goodnight," we said at the same time.
the next morning,i was awoken by jayy getting out of the bed. "im gonna go take a shower,if you wanna take one,theres 2 showers,the only thimg is that theyre in the same room so that would be awkward." he said with a laugh. i got up and walked to the bathroom. he stood there in shock. once i got my top off i asked if he could unhook my bra. he walked to where i was standing, grabbed, my face and kissed me. "b-but-" i said, "but im gay?" he finished my sentence. "yeah," i said. but as sharp as a nail he replied:"i dont care." and kissed me again. he turned me back around and unhooked my bra, then he walked out of the bathroom. as he was walking out he said, "ill take one when you get done.."
-to be continued-
