Big Girl Don't Cry

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Maya

4 months later

Things it still hard for me and prom is around the corner and I know I'm not going to the prom

Prom is may 20 and right now it may 19 which is tomorrow Saturday but I have to work but that OK.

I was in my room on my bed thinking if I had someone to talk then I wouldn't feel so alone so I grab my laptop and went looking for a chat website

I sign up to this dating website call love me as I'm and I was on there for like 2 hours and I haven't talked to a single person when I got off  my laptop goes off letting me know I have a email when I open the email it was from the website that I had a message on there from Jamal I went on there look at his profile he was really sexy

So I want to the message

Jamal: hey my name is Jamal and I just wanted to say you are really beautiful and I would love to get to know you

Me: hey Jamal I would like  to get to know you too and thanks for the compliments you the first person to said I was beautiful and you very handsome btw

Jamal: I find that heard to believe no one ever told you that you was beautiful not even your parents

Me: they died when I was 6 my aunt kill them I been and foster care I got out when I turn 18 I'm in my last year of high school I graduated in June on the 7 I have my own house and I work I been taking care of me I get bully because of my size I'm very insecure

Jamal: I'm sorry to heard what happened to your parents and as far as them people bullying you if they can't see how beautiful and thick you are then they need glasses because you are beautiful inside and out

We talked for hours about everything we laugh and laugh I couldn't help but smile he gave me his number and we text and talk on the phone alot