Break me down

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i just don't get it  am i the only person that sees the truth? here i am wondering around in the middle of no where just to find out who i am. most of my life everything was handed to me i got anything i wanted without a care but now i'm all alone with no friends or family no one here to just hold me in their arms and it's all my fault.

Every day i would walk down the halls to see wicked eyes staring me down like i'm some kind of experiment or new species to discover who would have thought this would ever happen to me. i would just be that girl with all the best parties or the best clothes and cars but is always quiet the nerdy kid with braces. the girl who usaully cut herself because money can not buy her happiness.

they call me crazy now i can't even go home without  people texting or calling about things they heard.whoever says words can't hurt you they lied because those words are what screwed my life up. this is all becaue of my so called friend i don't know why he would do this to me he was the only person that knew my deepest darkest secrets he broke down my wall and gained my trust my parents couldn't even get past it and he could see through it. i loved him with all my heart more than just a friend he had my heart in his hands he could have easily crushed it but instead he filled it up with lies and tricks and it broke on its own.

i regret the times i would laugh at the ones with the suckish lives walking around with their heads down now i'm one of those kids talk about about a messed any way i'm gettting to ahead of myself let me start from the beginning

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