When I look in the mirror
I see a empty broken girl
Looking back at me and
That girl is me.
Growing up without you
Made me wonder
Why you made no effort to see me
When I longed to see your face
I know you were not blind
But you never saw the pain,
Hatred and loneliness I felt.
I hated life when I was growing up
I WANTED OUT.
When I look in the mirror
I see an angry girl
Wondering how to call you MOM
Wondering how you call your self a MOTHER.
My feelings to are mixed up
I hope DEATH can heal this pain and neglect I feel
They say time heals all wounds but
I know what time did not heal and that is my wounds.
All I can say to you is dear mom I hope you are living a good life with out your second born that is me
But I would not be telling you the truth about how I feel about you .
So do me a favour never ever look my way or hope that I will ever help you with something cause I won't .
So good luck with your life.🤐😢
By ZIGGY HARRIS
