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waiting hurts forgetting hurts but not knowing which decision to take can sometimes be the most painful. 

just because the scars have healed, doesn't mean that the pain has.

the pain shes held in for so long is slowly starting to show the cuts and scars on her wrist tell all you need to know. 

amazing how much long sleeves and a fake smile can hide.

do you remember when you were a child and you thought that when you become a teenager when you become older you would party every night until 4 am.its quite ironic because little did you know that at 4 am you'd be hysterically crying debating whether to take your life or not.

and shes to scared to get close to anyone because anyone that has said "ill be there" left her with a broken heart...

she was getting better... but then she remembered what she was trying to get away from, she remembered the things that tore her apart now she is right back to the start. 

im fine (im not fine, please help me)                                                                                                                             im just tired (i cant take this anymore)                                                                                                                        i already ate (i starve myself)                                                                                                                                          go away (show me you care enough to stay)                                                                                                            im just cold (i dont want you to see my scars)                                                                                                         im better i promise (ive never been worse)                                                                                                                im okay ( i just want to die)



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