flaws // h.s & j.t

six

adore you // miley cyrus 

I was meeting Harry outside the shopping precinct. He’d offered to come shopping with me so I let him. I could see Harry standing outside as I arrived. I planned to come behind him because he hadn’t seen me yet. I saw he was texting someone as I wrapped my arms around his torso. I never noticed who he was texting until I focused in at the name at the top of the screen. Rochelle.

“Harry! Who is Rochelle?” I shouted.

“A... A friend,” he told me, but I could tell he was lying to me.

“Don’t you dare lie to me, Harry,” I said, I was so upset.

“I’m sorry I-“Harry started but I cut him off.

“No Harry, you’re not sorry. If you were, we wouldn’t be in this mess. I can’t be bothered arguing with you right now,” I sighed in defeat as I walked through the doors of the precinct. Suddenly, I felt an arm on my shoulder. As I turned around I was met with two blue eyes. As I scanned her face, I realised she looked similar to the girl that I pulled Harry off of when we went to that party.

“Can you get your hand off my shoulder, please?” I snapped. I wasn’t in the mood to be dealing with anyone right now.

“Sorry! Did you see a guy when you were outside? He has curly hair and he’s really tall,” she asked. I wanted to hate this girl but I couldn’t. She seemed too sweet.

“Yeah I did. Are you Rochelle?” I asked.

“Yeah, why?” she asked.

“Oh, it’s just the guy you were describing was shouting on a Rochelle,” I lied.

“Oh, well thank you sweetie!” She giggled.

“And Rochelle? Tell him that you bumped into Jade,” I told her as I smiled.

“Okay, bye!” She shouted as I walked away.

 Harry’s POV  

 I heard Rochelle before I saw her, I heard her irritating giggle as I scanned the town centre for her cloud of blonde hair. I was so irritated because I really liked Jade, and maybe if I hadn't have done this, then she'd be with me right now. 

“Harry!” Rochelle shouted.

“Rochelle,” I grinned weakly.

“So, I met this girl right, and I asked her if she’d seen you and she told me she had and then as I was leaving, she said to me ‘Tell Harry you met Jade’ or something, and I was thinking, how are you relevant? Do you even know a Jade?” Rochelle asked me.

“Erm...not her, but I’ve had a few fights with her boyfriend,” I told Rochelle.

“Oh,” I let out the breath I was holding as I realised that Rochelle didn’t know I was lying.

"But there was no boy with her,” she told me.

“I’m gonna tell her to stop harassing me, because it’s between me and her boyfriend, no one else.” I told Rochelle. “So where was she headed?”

“Emm...Forever 21, I think,” Rochelle answered.

“I’m gonna tell her to back off. See you, babe,” I said.

“Bye!” Rochelle said, as grief struck her features. I felt really bad for leaving her, but I knew I needed to sort things out with Jade. 

 Jade’s POV

Why did I have to fall for Harry? He’s done nothing, but ruin my life. I suddenly heard a deep, husky voice shout “Jade!” as I turned around. I internally groaned. Why did he have to come back?

“What d’you wants Harry?” I snapped at him, my accent coming out.

“To talk. C’mon Jade. Please,” he said.

“Talking gets us nowhere,” I murmured.

“Jade, please. I’m so sorry. So, so sorry,” Harry whispered.

“If you were that sorry, we wouldn’t even be in this mess!” I shouted. People were starting to stare at us in the shop, so we walked to Harry’s house.

“Can’t you see that this is hurting me?” I asked him once we sat down.  “Harry, you told me you liked me yesterday, you took me on a lovely date yesterday. Today you’re with some slag off the street corner! What do you feel Harry? I can’t put up with this. You can’t hurt me Harry, because I will leave. I don’t want to leave you, in fact I really like you, but you hurt me. You seem to take pleasure in hurting me, in making it so hard for me to have feelings for you but at the same time, to hate you with every bone in my body,” I told him, my voice breaking. He pulled me onto his lap.

“Jade. I’m sorry. This was all a drunken mistake. After we had that argument, we, as in me and Rochelle met up and I done a few things I regret,” he told me. My heart was pounding in my chest. I wriggled out of his grasp. He disgusted me.

“And you blew her off just to talk to me... God Harry, what do you want me to think? Imagine how she feels. She probably thought you were head over heels for her, the same way she felt about you. She gave you her virginity, assuming she is still a virgin, and then you tell her that you need to see your friend. How hurt do you think she is?” I asked Harry. The tears were freely running down my face.

“Jade, honestly. I’m so sorry. I can’t even defend my actions because what I done was wrong, so so wrong.” Harry told me. I gasped. “Fuck, are you okay?”

“I just... I don’t know what to think,” I told Harry honestly. “There’s a part of me that says I should believe you, no matter how much you fucked my life up, but then there’s a part that says what Harry done was wrong, and I just don’t know what to believe,” I cried. "I'm in so much pain, Harry, you hurt me and hurt me,"

“For purely selfish reasons, I think you should forgive me, but I don’t know. Do whatever makes you feel happy,” Harry told me.

“You make me happy, but you make me cry,” I said to Harry.

 “I’m so sorry babe,” Harry said.

“You promise me you won’t upset me like that again? And you won't ever use another girl like that again?” I questioned.

“Promise. Rochelle isn't even a virgin anyway. In fact, she's hooking up with some guy now,” he said as he leaned towards me and touched my lips with his. He traced around the outside of my lips with his tongue as I involuntarily opened my mouth, allowing him easy access to my mouth. We pulled away after a few minutes for breath. “I could kiss you forever,” he told me as he joined his lips to mine.  And in that moment, I felt pure adoration for Harry Styles.