Dellie ❤️

Just a normal Lonely day!

It had been a long day at school. I had paper balls thrown at me and I heard people talking behind my back. You may think I would be sad that this happened to me but it's happened that much I'm now use to it. Aimee a girl in my child development class laughed at me and said "Ellie got a guy in your life yet?" Aimee and her friends laughed  amongst each other. She carried on. "Oh ya you don't do you, your too ugly and fat to have a guy." This is when I almost lost it I wanted to punch her right in the face.

At lunch time I sat on the bench on my own, Scrolling on my phone looking to see what my favourite celebrity Michael Clifford was doing. As I was looking at tweets on Twitter I felt like someone was looking over my shoulder. I brushed it off and carried on. I was reading a tweet Michael just tweeted. A voice suddenly spoke. "You will never date him, but I look cute so he would go for me rather than a fat, ugly slug like you." Chloé my bully said. I hate her so much every time I hear that high pitch voice of hers it makes my blood boil in anger. You may wonder why I hate her so much. Well, in year 7 I had a boyfriend and me and Chloe where best friends. One day I was minding my own business until I got to the girls toilets. I opened the door and I couldn't believe my eyes. There was my best friend chloé making out with my boyfriend Luke. He saw me and stopped and quickly said "Ellie I can explain", but I didn't listen I ran out the toilets crying my eyes out.

Luke ran after me but I didn't care I didn't want to see him ever again. I new then I would never forget that day and I still haven't. Chloé finally left me alone thank god. I carried on scrolling through Twitter until the bell went for fifth period. Maths, I hated this lesson. My teacher Mrs Lyons always shouts at the slightest thing that interrupts the lesson. Once someone coughed and she gave them a. After school detention.

Finally after Mrs Lyons giving 3 detentions out the lesson was over. Six period last lesson. I hopped this lesson would go fast, but no it had to drag on. It was computers. All the computers were down so Miss made us write a massive assay about what's inside a computer. We had to give as much detail as possible if not done by the end of the lesson we had to stay behind. I definitely didn't want that to happen. I couldn't stand being here any longer.

Finally the bell rang I packed all my things up and made my way back home. So, here I am now listening to music doing nothing as always. My mum tells me to go do something with your friends but I don't really have any. She makes me go to a youth club on Fridays. I look at my Dan and Phil Callander on my wall.  It was Friday. I hated my youth group no one liked me. I was always on my own. All the leaders talked to me because they feel bad for me. To be honest it's better talking to no one than leaders.

I started to get ready for youth club. I put makeup on to hide my ugly face. I put a band top on and black skinny jeans with converse. I walked down my stairs dreading going to this club I hate. Quickly, I kissed my mum on the cheek and walked out my house and take a long walk to my youth club.

After 20 minutes of walking I made it to my hell hole. All the usuals were there. But, one guy stood out. He seemed new. He was quite shy and no one was talking to him. So I went to have a closer look at him. He had dark brown eyes, soft pink skin, perfectly plump lips so kissable. I shook my head Ellie stop thinking those thoughts, he will end up hating you like the others. I moved back away from him into my normal spot. The old patched up and teared couch. Yawning I took out my headphones and plugged them into my phone (she's listening to 5sos❤️). Then I placed one into each of my ears. Slowly I started to close my eyes and the talking and my music started to fade out.

Stretching, I woke up from my nap. Opening my eyes I wondered where I was. I realised I was still at my youth club. I look at the time on my phone and it was 7:30 I've been asleep for 30 minutes it seemed longer and I was happy that I might be going home soon. But no 2 more hours till I go back home, I couldn't wait. I wanted to get out as quickly as I could.

I got up and tried to look for that beautiful tall guy. Where did he go? I decided to look outside. I here'd talking, it didn't sound nice. I look round the corner of the brick building. There he was the beautiful boy. But, he was being bullied by my bullies. I wanted to help him but my bullies will just hurt me. I watch as he was thrown to the ground and kicked. I couldn't watch any longer, I ran to the bathroom crying. I wished I could have helped him but I was no use.

I washed my face trying to look presentable. I unlocked the toilet door and walked out. Walking to an empty room. I saw a male figure inside it. He looked in pain, he looked familiar. It was the guy that had amazing brown eyes. I walked to the door and leaned at it. Leaning there I coughed to get his attention. He looked up scared of me, staring at me thinking I was going to hurt him. I walked to him. The terrified boy winced at me thinking I was going to hit him. I brought him into a hug and he was tense at first but he seemed to relax after a while. We just sat there hugging what seemed like forever.

Suddenly, he broke the silence he stuttered saying "why are you being so nice to me everyone hates me." I looked at him then stated to talk. "Because my dear friend they bully me too" he was shocked by me words. "they bully an amazing girl like you" he said. I looked into my lap and nodded. He put his hand out and confidentiality said "Devan" I shook his hand replying with Ellie."

Have I finally made a friend? Or is he faking it. Making me fall for him then just leave me to suffer. It was a risk, but it was a risk I'm willing to take.