ClarityIIYoonmin

Chapter 1 I need you

I slammed my diary shut, My stomach grumbled, the house was quiet, so quiet I could hear a pin drop.
   I closed my eyes and Images of Yoongi flooded my brain, my best friend Min Yoongi who left 4 years ago, I've tried to reach out to him multiple times he just pushes me away, so I just gave up he's better off without me.
   My stomach grumbles, I knew I had no food in my fridge I grabbed the remaining change from my wallet just enough to feed myself,
   I threw my hood up since it was raining, I headed to the nearest supermarket around the corner from my house.
  I walked into the store I was greeted my Mrs Han the owner of the shop along with her husband Mr Han

"Jimin how have you been ?" she said politely

"I've been good" I lied smiling, I grabbed a basket from the stack

"Jimin you don't seem well" she said upset

"N-no I'm fine trust me Mrs Han" I smiled she looked at me concerned but then sighed

"Alright go grab what you need" she gave a faint smile going out the back

Mrs Han was like a mother to me, a mother I never had actually, I would never forget the day I lost my parents but that story is for another time.
I searched through the isles grabbing ramen noodles they used to be Yoongi's favorite I smiled sadly and began looking for the eggs

"Namjoon ahh stop" I heard laughing coming from the back of the store

I was curious and I walked down to the back of the store, I looked over I saw someone I thought I'd never see again Yoongi..

'He doesn't want to see you' a voice spoke in my head 'Yeah he's better off without you'

I turned around quickly facing away from them

"Yo Yoongi why don't you go visit some old friends while you're here ?" I heard someone suggest

"I have no old friends here" he said

  My heart sunk,them 6 words played over and over again in my head, I felt tears form in the corners of my eyes I sobbed but quickly covered my mouth in shock

"Hey is that man alright ?" I heard one of them say

"I don't think he is Jin can you check on him ?" Another one said shyly that's when I walked away fast

"Hey wait" I heard footsteps coming after me they grabbed my arm

"What what do you want ?!" I said as my voice cracked

"We just wanted to check that you were okay" Jin said that's when the others showed up

I looked at Yoongi and he looked at me in disbelief,  "If you guys don't mind I have to get some things please just leave me alone I'm better off that way" I said turning my heals and walking away

" wait" I heard a familiar voice say I looked around the other boys looked confused

"Yoongi do you know him ?" a boy with strawberry blonde hair said

"How would he know me ? He has no old friends here" I said walking away

"Yoong-"

"Let's just go" Yoongi said annoyed

"But Yoongi"

"I SAID LETS GO" he shouted at one of the members startling them

I payed for my ramen and left the supermarket, it was getting late and really dark and the quickest way home was through an alley way.
I decided to risk it, there was no street lights, the only light I had was my phones torch light.
I heard a heavy breathing behind me I started walking faster it caught up with me, It pushed me I stumbled back and fell against a wall, it looked down at me "give me all your money" it sounded like a mans voice

"p-please I have no money" I said, I was scared, then the person smacked my face I screamed out in pain

"Shut the fuck up" they said kicking me and punching me in the face.
   The world started getting dizzy to I was to weak to scream out for help, "p-please" I said barely a whisper and then they punched me and everything went black

*flashback*
"Mom,Dad" I shouted out walking downstairs, there was music coming from the kitchen, I got scared it wasn't your usual music it was creepy. I slowly opened the door and my dad had a knife in his hands covered in blood holding my mother sobbing

"MOM" I screamed crying

"I'm sorry I killed her" my dad cried

"WHY DID YOU KILL MOM" I screamed slapping and punching him

He got a gun to his head "I'm so sorry" he cried

"DAD" the trigger was pulled he was dead, both of my parents they were dead, the only family I had left was gone

I screamed and cried "why is this happening to me" bloody hand prints covered the walls and the floors where we used to share meals together and laugh together, all the good memories have vanished...

Police later arrived and Yoongi was there by my side to help explain what happened. I was traumatized I never left the house for days,weeks,months

*end of flashback*

I jumped up, I was sweating and my breathing was heavy.  I looked around me I was still in the alley way from last night, I tried to get up the world was still spinning.
    I looked at my hands they were covered in my own blood, my hoodie was ripped, and the bottom of my jeans torn, I cried out for help no one acknowledged me. 
  I picked myself up, I walked through the alley way I tripped over something falling into a wall I hissed and looked at my leg that was now bleeding, I got up and started walking towards my house again.

"Jimin!" I heard someone shout I turned around it was Yoongi I tried to walk faster but he caught up to me

"W-what" I said weakly he looked at me and cried

"I'm sorry I'm so sorry this is all my fault, what happened you ?" He said touching the bruises on my face

"I don't know" I said through sobs I hugged him "please don't leave me like this"

"I won't I'm sorry for leaving you, I'm sorry I hurt you,I miss you" Yoongi said hugging me I closed my eyes and took in his scent the scent I missed.
"I need you" he whispered I felt tears drip onto my shoulder
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