Chanyeol, Adios || Pcy (ON HOLD)

chapter 15

Taeylee's pov

Is was appas funeral today, I signed as I look at the mirror to my reflection, i wore a black dress that was until my knees and some silk surf.

"Omma u ready?", I walked into her room that she shared with my late father, omg even by saying that got my eyes teary.
   I looked around the room and saw omma strandling on the floor, crying, tissues were scattered around the master bedroom.

  "Omma~", I pleaded, flinging my arms around her neck, I suddenly felt like crying all of the sudden, its like I could feel the sadness, the pain she's going though just like energy flowing though my body from hers. I know I may not make sense, but u know what, sometimes when u reach some point, u just don't say sane things anymore.

"We have to go now, we don't want to be late for appa's funeral" I said, omma just nodded.
  With my help, she got up and went to fetch her pouch. We went down the stairs and headed out.

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The sun was hidden behind the fluffy clouds as if It was playing hide and seek with 'em, a sudden thought ran in my mind, it would be a good day to bring appa and omma and chanyeol out for some picnic, but obviously that aint happening any time sooner, since appas litrally being layed in the ground binife us and ommas grieving like a madman, plus chanyeol aint gonna even pick his phone up since his too busy with his life, while im just here obviously has no life since im even thinking of this stupid stuff.

I was trying to get myself together, but my other part of me just wouldn't cooperate with me. People Around me are just crying and acting sad, I can't bare myself being here, all colors have been drained out of my soul. People around me just can't help themselfs from saying useless things like 'how are u?' 'Are u ok?' And stuff, i mean do i look ok? For god's sake, when they pass by me, why the hell can't they just pass by and not stop infrout of me?

I bumped into mom asking if she wanted to accompany me for some food but as I saw her from afar, she was talking gracefully with this guy, hugging him and crying in his chest. He smiled at omma brightly,

   I frown. This is not the time to smile, I was about to give him a good 5 minutes lecture when omma said,

" taeylee-ah, come, i need to tell u something...", so I walked over there with that guy looking at me smiling, I finally looked at him, glaring with my eyes.

"Nae omma?," I mumbled," Whos this creep ur talking to?"

That guy seemed stunned by my sentence, what u think I'd be drooling over you? Well u thought wrong bitc-
    Omma must notice my confuse look, "Taeylee darling, ur appa and I wanted to tell u along time ago, but we didnt want to confuse u", she said calmly.

I glance at him, he smiled at me, expecting me to smile back, hell no nigga, my blood was already boiling, I was trying so hard to keep a straight face,

"So," I, unintentionally said rudely.
"Taeylee be nice, his ur older brother." Wait what?! My older brother? Wtf when tf did I get an older brother?

"Wait what! Omma have u gone mad? Where the hell did I even get an older brother from? The depths of hell? Sure that make sense, doesn't it huh?" I rambled," Also, Omma how could appa and u keep something like this from me--", I was interrupt with ommas patient voice,

"Taeylee, like I said, we wanted to wait until u grow older--"
"wait until what? Appa died?!", I closed my mouth regrettably after realizing what i'd said. Omma looked stunned, the other guy who supposed to be my, what? Missing brother or something? I didnt even care to look at his face.

I signed, god I'm tired to deal with everyone and everything and I absolutely don't have much energy to deal with this. I was about to turn to leave,