your world, my eyes

chapter 1

her reality:

i often cry over things i can't ever change. This is one of my flaws and i have it since forever. At 6 i cried because i found out Santa doesn't exist, at 9 because my golden fish died and now i barely keep my tears as i watch my boyfriend making out with a bitch in front of the whole school.In moments like this i would interrupt them and slap both of them in tandem and after a few "fuck you"s i would leave but something makes me vulnerable. 3 minutes passed by and he is still over her sucking his lips and i feel a combination between angriness and disgust. When he finally sees me, he pushed the hoe away got to his feet and just watch me as i watch him. the tension made the 20 seconds of silence feel like an eternity and more.When he finally opens his mouth the whole school was already watching us so he rethought his words for another second.

"i..i'm sorry.."

"i'm sorry, what language are you speaking?it's sounds like bullshit"

a short laugh was heard before the silence hits again

"i can explain, it s not what you think, i swear"

"Go to hell Blake"

    He didn't say anything and i finally thought it was over when my tears come out of nowhere and i just sit on a chair near me..Blake  tries to approach me but i tell him to back the fuck off and he decides to give up and leaves. Suddenly the people around lose their interest and the background noise becomes louder.I try to find a pack of tissues in my  bag but my shaking hands and watery eyes are not helping.I give up and as i try to zip the bag, i hear an unfamiliar voice

"here"he says as he hands me a pack of tissues "that guy is such a jerk, i heard he has his name written on every sweater and all that shit, this is the type of person you don't want to mess with"

"who the hell are you?"i ask him maybe too harsh but still take the tissues

"oh, i figured you wouldn't know my name, I'm Samuel, but people call me Sam, we are having the biology class together"

"ah, i'm sorry, i don't remember you"

"it s okay it happens a lot, so how are you?"

"other than my boyfriend i've been with 9 months cheated on me and i am already late for the math quiz, i can say that  i've never been greater"

"nice, since you feel so good why don't we go somewhere"

"i just broke up with my boyfriend and you already ask me on a date?"

"oooh hell no, i'm not an idiot, you first show the skills and after ask for a date, i mean a "let's first be friends and after the magic" date"

    normally i would feel awkward but he made it sound it so funny that i didn't

"what skills do you have"i ask him with a small smile on my face

"i can have a 15 hour video game marathon eating only chips and drinking mountain-dew and i also think math is sexy"

"how sexy"my small smile is turning into a gigantic weird one

"like beyonce on the cover of glamour"

"you read glamour?"

"my sister does"

"but beyonce is not even that sexy"

he puts a serious face on and i almost thought is true

"then you don't have eyes"his smile comes again and his cute dimples are showing

i laugh maybe too loud and i realize that we are alone in the canteen.

my laugh fades

"fuck, i'm late"i pack my things while he still stays calm

"what about our date?"

"what time?"

"are you ready in 5 mins?"

"what"

"let s go"

"what about school?"

"fuck it, they can't make me smarter than i am now"