day five

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4:03am: i just

4:04am: i'm so angry at myself

4:05am: i thought that you were cheating on me

4:07am: i thought you had left me

4:10am: and now that i'm here, next to your lifeless and cold body

4:13am: i realise how stupid i am

4:20am: was it the night of the party?

4:21am: i knew that i shouldn't have asked you to drive so far

4:23am: that stupid fucking driver

4:25am: i'd shank the bitch if i could

4:26am: but i know you'd get mad at me

4:30am: why am i texting you again?

4:31am: you're not going to respond unless you wake up

4:42am: the doctors said it could be a month up to a year when you might wake up

4:51am: key word; might.

4:52am: you may never wake up again

4:56am: josh i'm so fucking sorry

5:01am: it was all my fault

5:04am: if you were awake you'd tell me that it's not.

5:13am: but baby it is

5:23am: i'm crying so hard

5:30am: it's been nonstop ever since i saw you

5:34am: i just

5:35am: don't know what to do anymore

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