We could have had it all

[Clarke's POV]

I'm going to see her again. That's all I could think of. I ran though streets that looked like the earth before the bombs fell. I yelled ''Lexa!'' again and again. I just wanted to have my wife back. Now that my people couldn't watch me, all the feelings of the past 9 months since her death started to well up and tears started running down my cheeks. Suddenly someone called my name and 2 men were running towards me. It was my dad and Wells. I stumbled into their embrace. Wells wipped my tears away and said ''Don't worry, we'll take you to her in no time.'' and my father added ''I really like her. You made a really good joice with marring her. I had a few long talks with her and I can tell she loves you more then I ever thought it was possible to love someone, she misses you so much and is soo sooo sorry for hurting you this much by leaving you. Now let's go to her. She wasn't able to leave bed, so we promissed her to bring you to her as quick as possible.'' The last thing really worried me. While we walked down the next street I asked ''What's wrong with her? Is she sick?'' My dad just smircked and said ''Don't worry. She's fine, you'll see''
Then we entered a quite big room in one of these glass houses. Lexa layed on the bed, looking tired and worn out and Anya sat on a chair next to her. I sprinted to my wife and softly caressed her cheeks with my fingertips and my lips. She clawed her fingers into my hair. We stayed interwhined like this for about an hour till we heard a small whine and Lexa pulled back asking Anya ''Could you give her to me?'' Anya quickly nodded and disapeared into the back of the room. I was confused. What were the talking about? Anya came back and put the whailing bundle into my wife's awaiting arms. Was that a ... a baby? Her baby? Lexa soothed them and then asked me ''Could you hold her for a moment?'' When I held her I pulled the fabric back a bit and gasped. She looked so much like the two of us. She had Lexa's forest green eyes and her cheek- and jawbones, but she had my hair and the freckle above my upper lip. Meanwhile Lexa removed her top and I handed her the little one back. After she started feeding her, she smiled at me and said ''She really looks a lot like the two of us, doesn't she?'' I nodded and layed down next to her. She continued ''I found out I was carrying her about 3 weeks after I came here. Wells, Jake and Anya were great and helped me a lot, but I missed you so much. I told her everything about you. I named her Ofelia, after your favorite grandma. I hope that's ok.'' I nodded ''I'm sorry I left you alone with everything. You seem tired. Should I take her so you can sleep?'' She yawned and handed Ofelia to me ''Could you hold me?'' I happily obligaded. While Lexa and Ofelia slept in my arms, I just looked at them, trying to save all their beauty. Tears were running down my cheeks, 'cause I knew I had to leave my wife and my daughter again soon. I had to tell her when she wakes up, but now I left her her peace, Becca knows she needs it.