Flatmate(Septiplier)

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Jarofdeath: hey..

Midnightbird: one week later, I haven't seen you reblogging anything, not even liking, not messaging back

Midnightbird: I really hope you have a reason

Jarofdeath: i will catch it up

Jarofdeath: but hey seriously dude

Jarofdeath: in that one week i got more sleep then in a month

Midnightbird: seriously?

Jarofdeath: yep.

Midnightbird: oh thats awesome!

Midnightbird: did the movie help?

Jarofdeath: no... sorry for disappointing you

Jarofdeath: I listented to new music

Midnightbird: disappointing, where?

Midnightbird: you made progress

Midnightbird: and i'm proud of you !!

Jarofdeath: really?

Midnightbird: of course.

Midnightbird: also, if you're in the mood for a videochat or phonecall I'm there

Jarofdeath: no thank you

Jarofdeath: i dont think i'm ready to talk to people yet

Midnightbird: okay. then let's just write here

Midnightbird: may i know more about your conditions?

Midnightbird: i mean.. i dont want to get too personal and make you feel uncomfortable

Midnightbird: i'd just like to know why you're so with-drawn and feel so lonely and don't talk to people

Jarofdeath: as long as you're not some weird therapist asking me what exactly i feel or why I think about death so much and if i want to die

Midnightbird: i won't. i won't ask questions as a therapist but as your friend

Midnightbird: Okay?

Jarofdeath: yeah. go on.

Jarofdeath: if anything's too offensive I'll block you

Midnightbird: yup.. okay

Midnightbird: what's your situation right now?

Midnightbird: like what are you doing all day

Midnightbird: are you going to school

Midnightbird: tell me other things about you

Midnightbird: and

Midnightbird: what kind of music do you like

Jarofdeath: good last question

Midnightbird: you didnt block me. seems like i am accepted

Jarofdeath: well. I'm a 24 years old irish guy living in his room and mostly being on tumblr

Jarofdeath: lost my motivation so I stay in here all day, eat and try to sleep

Jarofdeath: the only thing I do, I'm buying food next to my house in the small shop. the only situation where a person is looking at me and talking to me is at the cash desk and- i barely reply

Jarofdeath: this is my routine since 2 years

Jarofdeath: the other times i'm thinking about the life I had before

Jarofdeath: and I try to forget it

Jarofdeath: that means I haven't seen daylight or any known people since 2 years

Jarofdeath: my family splitted when I was a child.

Jarofdeath: I grew up in a children's home

Jarofdeath: my only friend in college died in a car accident

Jarofdeath: I broke off college and never became anything.

Jarofdeath: I somehow found my grandmother

Jarofdeath: she couldn't tell me either why my dad left during my childhood or where my mom was at that time.

Jarofdeath: she was rich.. i really gave a shit about that. she was nice, that one year i got to know her. so three years ago.

Jarofdeath: I received an inheritance

Jarofdeath: ..I'm not going to school as you may have guessed now

Jarofdeath: And music? I like stuff like Madyday parade or The Maine, at the moment. I listen to it while trying to sleep- following your recommendation.

Midnightbird: good taste in music

Jarofdeath: thanks.

Midnightbird: I'm sorry. I'm there for you when anything's wrong, yeah?

Jarofdeath: you aren't really there.

Midnightbird: not yet

Jarofdeath: ..what

Midnightbird: are you aware of the fact that you just told me where you live?

Jarofdeath: oh fook

Midnightbird: and i'll move to your town o my god

Midnightbird: Do you want a flatmate?

Jarofdeath: as i said... im still not able to talk to someone..

Midnightbird: i know. but maybe one day? this is such a coincidence.

Jarofdeath: maybe one day.

Jarofdeath: gtg, trying to sleep.

Midnightbird: sleep tight, friend

Jarofdeath: see you, midnightbird