It's so crazy.
I know me and her aren't together anymore and that my feelings for her have faded.
But at that moment of just being me and her.
Everything just felt okay.
No stress, no worries, and just everything was in a happy atmosphere.
like a magical moment.
It's kinda funny when I'm near her.
It's like my normal self just gets a little more nervous and jumpy inside.
Is it the way she looks?
The way she talks?
or just the way she is?
I can't name what it really is that makes me feel this way around her but, I know that I like it. And did I mention the way I feel when she smiles at me?
It's just, this feeling of utter happiness. Nothing more than a happy feeling in which makes my insides tingle.
It like watching bright fireworks hit the night sky.
A sight to see and just something to look at and just smile back to.
Her smile, can make me smile.
But this smile of mine, means more than just any normal smile.
This smile of mine is genuinely full of nothing but the love I have for her.
The love of her presence,
the sound of her voice,
the movement of her body when she dances,
and all the more just for her.
I've not felt this feeling for someone yet before.
This feeling that makes me understand the world much more.
I miss you, but both as a close friend,
and as the person I could call mine.
I wish I could tell you these words,
but then it would hurt me to say.
Only because I know you've moved on and I'll have to also, some day.
