So I wake up of the annoying sound of my alarm, reminding me I have to go to school also known to me as a living hell.
My moms at work, she works all the way in England so she's not at home till Christmas. Thank the lord she will make it in time
And my dad.... I never knew my dickhead of a dad
He's nothing to me.
The story about my so called father is that when I was 3 he went off the 'rails' and beaten me up my mom was never home to realize it but luckily my aunt did she took me in and my dad left me, never saw or heard from him again except a couple of weeks ago when he wanted to get in contact with me. I just thought 'why now after all those 13 years why now'But anyways moving on from my horrible thoughts
Or are they just thoughts...I grabbed my keys and got in my car driving to school 🙄
I arrived to school 5 minutes early everyday only because of one reason
BulliesI used to be the popular kid everyone wanted to be but that soon changed and everyone hated me all because I didn't want to do something I was going to be forced to do
I got to my locker and opened it and there it was
Death notes
Saying
"Just kill your self already"
"Here's another razor"
"I bought you a bottle of pills for Christmas"
It never usually got to me until now and I don't know why
I cleared everything from my locker and I came across a plastic bag full of fresh clean razors
I put them in my bag for later
That's just one more mark added for everything that was said
I thought to myself.
I smiled with that thought just knowing it's also one step closer from going back to my real home with Jesus my real 'dad'.I got to class early and checked my Twitter
I have no followers anymore
I only have the people I follow but they're famous
Tweet from DerekCouturee
my favorite
Tweet: I need a girl, kinda tired of being single..
I tweeted him back
Re-quoted tweet: DerekCouturee I need a girl, kinda tired of being single..
Maybe I could be that girl #InMyDreams
As soon as I tweeted that my phone buzzed but I ignored it thinking it was a death message that I always get TBH I was getting them while I was tweeting back my dream lover.
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Just Another Fan... (Derek Couture)
FanfictionMay have sexual scenes WARNING : Abusive scenes contains violence (some parts) Suicidal But that will all get better when Rebecca meets the one and only Derek....