This chapter is about a few friends of mine why recently ditched me (for lack of a better word); but one, in particular, a guy friend of mine (Note: I'm choosing to not use real names for confidentiality). So, this guy, his name was Jake, he wasn't like my other friends when he stopped talking to me, I actually cried, he was different, he was more than a Best Friend, but not a Boyfriend, if that makes any sense. He started to ignore me, and then yesterday evening he blocked me. I don't know what I did, but every time I think of him I want to cry. We had a relationship that I loved. He tells me that he doesn't hate me, but I can't believe him. If he didn't hate me, he would still talk to me. I keep listening to music to try to forget about my friends, reading books helps. But only dark books, like Death Note. My closest friends were all lost yesterday. They ignored me, cut me out of the picture. I've decided to do the same to them. I hate to say this, but I need to get it off my chest they. Will. Be. Forgotten. Easily, in my mind.
My other friend, a girl friend, her name is Rain, she called me a bitch and yelled at me all of the last night because of something SHE DID TO ME!! She is so mean to me. She says she doesn't hate me, but I. Don't. Believe it, not for one moment. She ignored me, then blew me off whenever I tried to talk to her. Everyone told me to be nice to her because she got in trouble for writing a (nasty) story about two of her classmates. I am the same age as my friends.
Yesterday, I watched my life fall apart. I felt terrible. I cried in class yesterday. Today, I just want to thank my "friends" for fucking me over.
Thanks guys. Thanks for treating me like the weird girl I am, a social outcast, who though she had friends she could trust.
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