Dear Putot,
Daghan kaayo dawbi na nagtuyok sakung huna-huna ron.
Dawbi masayop ko nimu?
Dawbi maattach ko nimu?
Dawbi mafall ko nimu?
Dawbi mainlove ko nimu?
Higugmaon pud kaha ko nimu?
Daghan kaayo dawbi na akung nahuna-hunaan karon. Lisod kaayo tagaan ug meaning ang tanan labi nag atong status duha kay "friends" ra.
Lisod pud kaayo padayunon ni nga feelings. The world is against us!
Ug kabalo ko na "one-sided love" rani sya. Dili ta mutual ug feelings.
Kabalo pud ko na naa kay lain na hinigugma. I raise my both hands as I surrender and forget my feelings for you
Dili naman unta ko magassume kay I know naa kay lain pero sa panahon na gatawag kas akoa na walay rason, gatext ka sa akoa na walay rason. Gaassume ko! Gaassume ko na higugmaon pud ko nimu. Apan kanang tanan assume way kasiguradoan.
The way you hold my hand. It makes me feel comfortable.
The way you hug me in your arms. It feels like Im safe.
The way you stare at me. It makes me creep! Coz' I dont like someone staring at me.
The way you missed me and care for me. It gives sensation to the moment.
Im hoping that this way will last forever. That you'll always be in my side. That you'll still remain in me. That you'll never forget me everyday!
But I failed. I failed to realize that this isnt a reality.
The reality is you and me are not meant to be.
Kabalo ka na nakagusto ko saimuha pero ako wala kabalo kung unsa ba gyud imung feeliings sa akoa. Lisod kaayo basahon imung mga actions. Lisod kaayo! Nganu man? Kay usahay mala ka. Naa pud usahay nga sweet kaayo ka. Or feel lang naku na?
Kanang time na pafall kaayo ka saimung mga text. Kana bang gamay nalang mamelt nagyud akung heart. Kana bang gasmile naku while gabasa saimung mga text pero ginahuna-huna gyapun naku na binuang raning tanan. Tanan nimu text kay part of a game. Na tanan nimu text kay char char ra. Napafall ra kaayo ka.
Sakit kaayo sa bout huna hunaon na apan wa kuy mahimu. Fate doesnt collide us. Destiny never cross our path and soulmate doesnt come along our souls and heart.
Do I have to continue this dream? Or leave it and deny the fact that I once fall for a person that doesnt even know my worth and presence.
You dont have to pay back the love that once I gave it to you. You dont have to feel pity on my part that I fall for you but ikaw wala.
Makakatawa kug huna-huna na wala ko kabantay na nafall na diay ko.
Human ani na "Dawbi" Im hoping again na mawala nani na feelings. Im fighting! Not to exceed this feeling.
Sayop ba? Na dili nani padayunon?
Sayop ba? Na limtan nako ang tanan?
Sayop ba? Na e'mutual nato ang feelings na wala nalang?
Questions are overflowing on my mind. Some need to be answer and some need to leave it hanging. Its for me to find out why. Soonest!
Do not think I'll get over you. Im still your friend and your still the friend I really wish for it!
Diri nalang ko kutobb. Dri nalang ko taman. Dili na naku ni padayunon pa kay lisod nag mulawom. Dili ang gugma kundi ang sakit na akung nabatian karun.
We're building our own life soon. Im so blessed to met you and lucky to be part of your life. Naging part ba ko? Hahaha
Isipon nalang naku na apil kos imung life.
Thank you and I love you to my dearest friend :)
Sincerely Yours,
Chicozxc
