Held it From the Start

 The Times I Spent With you I Can Never forget .

 But If I Bring them up tp you . Bet you wont remember it ,

 Thought you were special one of a kind . Thought you'd never be one to lie .

 But I Guess I Fell too Hard Way too fast , Shoulda taken myy timee Shoulda, coulda, woulda, last

. You were the first to hold my heart . first to break it in two

. Now I Have to ask what am I to Do ?

. Watch while you have a happy life . Fall for other girls ?

. its funny you can still smile when you ruined my whole world

. Thanks for the heart break the confusion and all of the above

 . Thanks to you I'm scared 2 ever be loved .

 You really didnt know how I Felt about you .

I fight with myself, "Shulda told him the truth"

But then I remember it wouldn't have mattered to you

Yuh had a clue, you weren't dumb

But you decided to act the part and have some fun

You laughed with your friends with me in mind

"She really believed it, She thinks she's mine"

I never told you, coward i might be

But you knew and still hurt me, you're a liar to me

I guess I should let go of the past

And oh by the way i Hope your happiness lasts

Being broken hearted it isnt fun and i wouldnt wish that on anyone

not even the one that broke my heart, not even the one who still holds it and held it from the start