Truth was a dish best served in white lie. -F.A.I.T.H
Sienna's POV
When I was little, my grandmother used to narrate me fairy tale every day. I used to do every household chores just to deserve to listen her stories. It was her belief that to get something you have to earn it. Because everything has a price.
Her ideology struck with me from that day.
It was true. I didn't deserved Caleb.
I don't know whom to blame.
I can't blame him. Its not his fault. He after years of guilt has finally let lily go. I should be happy. I am happy for him. The fact that it wasn't me with whom he had let go lily. It was Juliet.
Should I blame her? Hate her? No I can't. Because I have no right to do so. All she did was to follow her heart. I know her too much to even considering to hate her. She has been with me through thick and thin. I just can't hate for a guy who I have known for only two months.
I should have told him. But what difference it would have made. When his heart belonged to her. So I chose the hardest option.
I forget everything. I forgot I have wrote letter to him, talked to him, spent nights with him, talked mornings with him, love him. Everything that make me remember him.
The morning after I woke up with swollen eyes and a killer headache in Flynn's house. Katherine was sleeping beside me. Meghan came and gave some tablet. We didn't talk.
She woke up kath. When she left for shower. I couldn't pull the facade out and I started crying. I was too broken and shattered to hold myself.
Jake came and hugged. He lifted me up in his arms and led me to the hall. Unlike yesterday night. The house was clean. I saw everyone in the hall.
Flynn was sitting on the couch along with Asher. Zach was standing by the door. Katherine and Meghan came down. I sat on the chair. No one dared to speak.
"Where is Jules?" I asked them.
No body answered me. I repeated the question then Asher replied." She is in his house."
I couldn't say anything. It was too much for me. I just nodded and said. "Glad she is okay. Caleb should have punched that poophead more."
I laughed a little. Then I laughed more. And then I began crying.
Why is this happening to me? I never did wrong to anyone. Then why the hell is I am getting the punishment again and again.
Kath came forward and hugged me. She tried to calm me. I was shaking my head. I cried. "I love him kath. I love him. He was the stable thing that was holding me. Now he is gone. And I am afraid that I will fall down. Harder."
She cried too and whispered in my hairs. "Everything is going to be okay, si. Stay strong."
When I stopped crying. I looked at everyone. They are my friends. Who stood with me in my helplessness. So is Juliet. I should be happy. Caleb is the best she could have. And she indeed deserve best.
"Neither Juliet or Caleb should know about this. No matter what happened. If they are happy so am I. I can't be selfish with the two people I love the most in the world." I said. They nodded.
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