I wake to my alarm screaming at me. I slowly open my eyes, my eyelids dropped down as I rub them. I look around, the walls, a blank expression of my life. Nothing, my family thinks I'm a disappointment. I'm not like them, I'm not happy, I'm not loud, I'm not funny nor am I talented like they are. I sit in my room, finding some way to live without doing anything. I quickly grab some clothes and head to the bathroom to do my hair and brush my teeth. I don't bother with makeup, it's a wast of time when i can appreciate my beauty with the help. I slam my bedroom door, I plug these headphones in my ears and grab my book of of the kitchen counter. Quietly close the door and head to school.
While I'm " reading" I just sit here and think about my life.
I am the hated child
I am the idiot in class
I am the fat kid
I am the unwanted friend
I am me.
As these thought fill me mind, all I can think about, is how my life would be if I was like my family, happy, funny, loud , and talented, but that's not happening true. I walk into school and of course Ashlyn is right there just waiting to sit there and trip me. I look down at the cracked floor that has to be at least ten years old. My eyes turn a deep red as I grow angry. I say to myself " Sage just calm down , you can't let them know the real you." The truth is, I'm something, a " werewolf " as most people would refer to it. But I'm not a monster, I don't hurt people, I'm a wolf, just a plain wolf. I'm an omega and a true alpha. I don't have a pack but I don't need one because I'm a true alpha. I walk over her foot that she thinks just happens to be there to trip me, and head to class. I have AP biology first. I'm fine with that. I just want to go home, I can already feel the effect of the full moon and I'm ready to just go in the woods and embrace what I am. At school I normally keep me head down and ignore everyone I possibly can. I don't like most people, they make me mad and I already had anger issues, being a wolf only amplifies that. So basically I'm a angry, loser that is strongest in the high school I may add, the only thing I really do is workout, it helps with control, I'm stronger that all the boys and girls. Most people are scared of me, and most of the time in scared of myself. I thinks it is best to be in the dark and alone, then be in the light and have friends where I can get into fight and accidentally kill someone. I'm the only girl on the football team, I can express anger in that and it helps. Most people tell me to stop being so much, I just walk away eyes red. Everyone are a bunch of strangers to me.
