Day 1
December/31/2013
It's almost new years and I have the feeling and my step mother are going to a type of store for groceries.
She seems to be pushy about what I wear, I guess I'll make the best out of that and wear something good since its I havent been able to do anything outside my house, I feel more bored than ever. I leave the computer and refuse to take off my wolf lodge shirt because it wasnt even dirty and I'm not going to a Queens ball to why bother dressing like it.
Before my step mtoher decided to step in and tell me its time to go shopping with her I peek through my Deviant art account to check any messages, I get a watch from some one I don't know and I check that person profile, it seemed formelier the top of the username said it was formerly Shibedoge3. Oh of course thats why it was formelier this person was a type of troll one to spy on me I would like to assume but last talk with this person he/she seemed pretty nice any ways.
January/1/2014
Happy New Years!
This is an exciting yet less exciting , I feel pretty upset tonight cause my Bamboo Tablet I draw on isnt working it says its driver isnt working, I'm guessing it needs an update but I can never tell with this thing. I put my Skype on ( Do Not Disturb ) so I could be alone without interruption, and since I can't draw with my tablet till I come home from washington I will just watch youtube videos and maybe sketch in my note book. It is pretty silent in my room yet so lonely I can't help missing my friends in Texas and my silly little sister Trinity.
I check on my Deviant art again nothing important just over amount of posts people want others to see, way too much posts for one day if you ask me.
I slid through then screen and see my list of people I know and close to. One icon made my eyes glare in defeat looking at wolfhearts profile gave me a sigh as I slid trough her screen, its been a while since we have seen each other in real life considering the lack of time we have for sleep overs, well.... lack of time I have to be fair. Seeing the messages she got from my enemies makes me glare and lean on the desk of sadness and defeat, I wish I could get her to understand they arent good people and they arent her real friends. yet the only one who understood my hostility against them was Brandyn. I feel even more sad and defeated when I try to tell her but it would just make her mad at me. She always tells me and Brandyn that shes friends with them to protect me from them.....but I fear that she may be closer friends to them then I know, something is up and I don't feel right about her doing this.
I leave her page more upset then I was before, feeling tears stroll down my face without me even feeling it coming. I put music on about a Virgo and a Cancer waiting till dinner was ready, I don't have anything to do any ways.
Song of the day for Mary http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LjA3sINm3Aw
