One Direction Imagines/Preferences.

~*Hello*~

Sooooo, I wrote this today and it was kind of inspired by the song, "Vegas Skies" by the cab and here was the output... It is in general form (it's in a guy's point of view) so you can imagine it with any guy you like! When i wrote this, I was thinking of Ashton Irwin of 5sos and a little bit of Liam haha share I hope you like it though! :) tell me your thoughts by commenting it down and by voting too! <3 

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I open the door of my flat and all I could see was darkness. I walked inside and I found myself stumbling down my couch. I was so pissed drunk I don't know what I was thinking at the moment. I just want to drown myself with alcohol but I don't think that would be an answer. The words that kept on chanting on my mind was. "She left me." like a bubble bursting.

I heaved a long, sighing breath and fished my phone on my pocket. I clicked the center button and it lit up, showing her beautfiul face. The way her lips were curved in a smile I really love, her nose was scrunched and her eyes were squinted close. Goddammit, I'm so whipped.

I unlocked it and opened my contacts. I clicked her name in my list and held the phone close in my ear. A few rings after, it only had said, "Hi, you reached my voicemail! leave a message after the beep." I waited for that beep, closed my eyes and furrowed my eyebrows. 

"It's twelve o'clock ----" I looked at my watch. "And I need your attention." I remained silent and I heard nothing but silence. I looked at my phone again and I only saw the duration of the call ticking and her face, her fucking face.

I should have known that she's doesn't love me anymore. I should've asked her that; but that's not very useful. Because she will just hide it and will tell me she loves me. 

I ended the call once and for all. I threw my phone in the space beside me and ruffled my hair in fustration. I massaged my tired eyes and I pinched the bridge of my nose. I closed my eyes once again and I saw the vision of what happened earlier. 

I saw her blond hair cascading down her back. I called her name and she spun around, -- like a princess--, and I saw fear in her eyes. That is when I knew ---- something's wrong. 

I walked near to where she is standing and she looked down. I tried to ask her. "What's wrong?" but she didn't say a single word. I am getting impatient so I repeated my question. She opened her mouth to say something and her eyes were forming tears already. Holy shit, what did I do?

"You know that I love you so much, right?" There was pain in her voice. I brushed the tears that was falling from her eyes with my thumbs. She flinches. "Yes, I do. What's wrong?" I ask her, bewildered by her actions. I don't know what has gotten in to her and its for me to find out. 

"I-Ican't do this anymore." She flatly responded and looks in other direction, my eyes widen. I feel like falling apart, piece by piece. I don't know what to say or do. I felt a lump in my throat. "What?" Is all I could manage to say. 

I held her two small hands. "I-Idon't understand. Why are you saying this?" I stammered and she finally had the urge to look into my eyes. Her beautiful eyes were full of pain and fear and it is so new to me; I never seen her like this. 

"I'm sorry but I need to let you go now." She tell me, not breaking our locked stares. "I had too much." 

I stood there, frozen by her words. I don't know what to react or say. I recalled our recent doings and I don't remember doing something wrong. Did I? 

"We can fix this out ---" My voice was cracking. She held my cheek and held our interwined hand in between our chests. "You can't do nothing anymore." Her face was apologetic and full of sorrow. I instinctively cupped her cheeks and I looked deeply in her eyes to find the right answer but I found nothing. 

I forcefully pressed my lips against hers and she doesn't budge. Her eyes were just shut and she kept her lips in a thin line. That is when I knew --- It's over. 

I pulled away. "So it's just like that? After three years of spending our love for each other, It's just like that. You're going to break away?" I snapped and tears were falling in her eyes. Hurt by my words. She looks away and nods. 

"I am really sorry. Really, really sorry." She squeezes my hands. "I didn't mean to hurt you." Her words were ice and I rolled my eyes. "Hurt me?" I spit. "You broke me." I tugged my hands from her touch and left her standing there. 

It was just like that. I left her there. Well, I was the first one to make a move before she could because I swear, she would do what I just did to her earlier. We were just having a hard time finding time for each other. I was going to fix our 'almost-broken' relationship but she acted that way. So there is no more chance to mend it anymore.

I opened my eyes and that is when I cameback into reality. The vision I had earlier was still fresh and I could kill my sub-concious for still showing it. I cupped my face with my two filthy hands and I felt hot tears dripping in my hands. 

I am so inlove with her. I thought we already have a ticket to the train of forever, but I was wrong. I try to get her out of my mind so I rushed to the bathroom and opened the faucet to wash my face and I looked at my mirror. I had bloodshot eyes and my face was tired. I don't know what I am acting like this. It's just her. The one I loved for three fucking whole years. 

I don't even bother to change my clothes and instantly jumped in my bed. I don't care if I still have my shoes on or what not. All I care about is....

I'm broken. 

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hi again! Sooo, I am also sorry for not updating for like, three months?! I am having some difficulty on updating this and I am having writer's block I am very sorry! But I am back wazzzap! It's our summer vacation now that's why I had the urge to writeee  ~*yeah*~

Have a great day ahead! love you all! Also, give comments and votes! :-) thanks for the 115k reads also!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so glad that a lot of people read my shitty work lol