Poems and Ramblings

Fuck You

For all those times I cried myself to sleep.

Comparing myself to those I could never be.

Changing myself to be what you have always dreamed.

The depression that came from the judgement of everyone involved with you.

Don't cut your hair. Don't dye it. Quit eating. Dress like a lady. Don't get any piercings or tattoos.

No.

Fuck you and your judgement.

I will never be what you want me to be.

I will never be that prefect girl with long blonde hair and bright blue eyes.

For when I'm that person, the hatred towards myself grows stronger.

Accept me for the way I am.

My short hair and shitty attitude.

My piercings and my attire.

Accept me or get the Fuck out of my way.

I'll never let some stupid boy wreck me like you did.

I'll never let some stupid boy make me hate myself again.

I will love myself indefinitely

And I won't let some boy change that.

I won't let some boy destroy my confidence to boost his own.

Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you.

Half poetry half rambling because it's late and I can't sleep and I'm realizing a lot of things.