Worried to the Bone

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Everyone is leaving the underground now. It's getting so quiet down here it's like I'm completely alone. I really hate to say this but I think I'm having.........having second thoughts. Maybe..... maybe I......I don't know anymore. I would talk about this to Sans but I don't think he'd understand. He'd probably think I'm crazy, for not wanting to go back to my home. Even mom's gone up so has Dad. I'm living with Sans now, and papyrus. Papyrus is like a big brother to me. Papyrus like a big Goofy, ball of happiness and joy. Me and papyrus have had some good times together we've had several cooking lessons together with undyne. It's just so much fun. But Sans. Sans like a brother at all. Not unless you find a brother attractive. Sans is funny, lazy, awesome, and so fucking sexy. Is that bad for me to think? I mean I am 18 now. I think adults with call this feeling love. But I've never felt this before.....it feels strange. It feels like....my heart is no longer mine. neither is my soul. It feels like my heart and my soul belong to him, and only him. But I guess there's only one problem. I am human, he isn't. What monster would love a human? It's like literally 3 a.m. right now. I am just lying in bed here awake. I guess I'll just go in the kitchen for a while to get a drink. As I walk down the stairs to the kitchen I tip-toe not to make any noise. Once I reach the kitchen and then my feet hit the cold floor I set up on the counter. I sit in the dark for a while pondering in my thoughts. When all the sudden I see a blue light coming into the kitchen. It was Sans. "Wasup kid? Can't sleep?" I look up at Sans surprised to see him, but also happy. He turned on the light to the kitchen and sat next to me. We are close enough that our arms were touching. Now what do I do? My face is starting to get hot. How do I break the silence? All of a sudden Sans broke the silence, I'm glad I didn't have to. "Hey kid....are uh...are you doin ok?" I was very surprised that Sans would ask that. Well I guess I wasn't surprised but more or less worried. What should I say? How will he react if I said that I love him? That him being so close makes me feel....tuned on. He is so close now that I can feel his breath on my shoulder. It's warm. I can't tell him right now, not now. "I-I'm fine sans." He is not going to believe me so easily. "Frisk how long have I known you? 5 years? I think I know when you're lying buy now. So what is wrong?" Sans is looking at me....with those eyes. Those fucking sexy eyes. But I can't tell him. Not yet. "I am telling you Sans I'm completely fine." I slay myself off the counter and walked back to the couch. Sans followed. Good God is he persistent. But that's what I love about him. Among so many other things. I could go on forever with the reasons that I love him. Sans sat right next to me on the couch. Still looking at me with those eyes. But his gaze has changed somehow. They're not just intense now. They're Furious. "Frisk why aren't you telling me what's wrong?" I tried to look at him right in the eye as convincing as I could. I guess he saw through it. "I'm telling you Sans I-I'm fine." I tried to match his gaze but I could not. My face is starting to go red. I looked away from Sans. All of a sudden Sans took me by the hand. I looked up at him with a surprised expression on my face. The next thing I knew I was in waterfall with Sans. We were in my favorite place. How did he know? I had never told him before. I always come to this place in waterfall when I feel like I need to be alone. I come here and Whisper among the echo flowers. I sing songs here by myself. Mom had always told me I had a beautiful voice. I had never really believed it myself. If Sans knew where my special place was....does that mean he was spying on me? When I turn to look at him he was very angry. "Frisk why won't you just tell me? I thought we told each other everything! Aren't we friends?!" At this point Sans was screaming at me. Sans' eye started glowing blue. I could feel tears welling up in my eyes. Sans was still looking at me, Furious. The tears had started falling down my face. At the sight of the tears Sans had stopped dead in his tracks. Sans' eye stopped glowing blue and sat down on the lonely bench that no one else knew about, except for Sans and Frisk. "I'm sorry kid.....I didn't mean to get so angry and yell at you like that." with tears still falling down my face I sat next to Sans on the bench. "I-Its fine." I managed to say through the tears. Honestly I feel.....a little more comfortable now. Maybe I can muster up the courage to tell him that I love him. maybe I just needed a more comfortable place to tell him. I don't know. I wiped away my tears and my heart started to speed up. This is it. I can do it. "H-Hey Sans?" I didn't look at him but I could tell he was really wanting to hear what I was about to say. "What if I told you that someone really loves you? And that someone is about 19 years old? And has long brown hair. And also wears a purple and blue sweater. What would you say?" oh my God I can't believe I'm actually doing it. I think my face is turning red. I turned to take a peek at Sans. I honestly couldn't believe my eyes. Sans' face was totally flustered with the color blue. Then he opened his mouth to say something. "Well I would say.....I've waited too long to hear those words come out of your mouth." Before I could even look up at him he grabbed me by the shoulders and kissed me. Until this day I never knew that Sans had a tongue. Our tongues explored each other's mouths. He finally pulled his mouth away from mine after a great few minutes. I looked at Sans in awe. Then we got off the bench and laid down with the flowers. Side by side, not saying a word.

I really hope you all enjoyed this first chapter. I made this chapter as clean as I could but expect not so much clean things later on. I hope you all enjoy what's coming next.

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