I woke up the next morning determined to finish this. I got up and changed josh dressing him and putting him in hunters rooms. I kiss Josh's head and hunters lips. feeling sad as I pulled away from him.
I walked to my room and looked at the time 4am perfect nobody will be awake for hours! I shower and dress in black shorts and hunters t-shirts taking in the smell. I wrote letters for each person for different times
To: josh in his 14 birthday
Hey Joshy I doubt you know who I am but I'm sky or skyler. I took you in when you were left on the orphanage porch I was an orphan too. so was hunter he played your dad I played your mum. I loved you so much and I really hope you don't end up like me dead. I wanted you to be something great. and I hope you do. can you do me a favor and don't break some girls heart. keep her safe and help her make her stronger inside I love you baby.
To:josh on his wedding day
Hey josh it's me again sky I'm so proud of you for coming this far! I'm proud of you for finding a girl and keeping here I do love you buddy and I'm glad you met someone
To:hunter on his 18 birthday
Hey baby I love you! ❤ I'm glad that your still alive. that I didn't drag you down baby. I bet you found someone you might have even forgot me but that okay I love you so much and I will never forget you! I'm sky....you ex i committed suicide when I was 16
To:hunter on his wedding day
Your getting married I'm so proud of you! but you don't really remember me anymore but I just wanted to say
I still love you.
I'm only doing this for hunter and josh because they are family close family but for the note for now the one they'll read when they find me head
To: zayn
Damn zayn you're my brother and I'm sorry that you had to see me like this. an yeah you could be so fucking annoying but you were my brother and when it really came to the important stuff you were there for me. so thank you for that short time there are so many fucking reasons why I did it I can't just pick! but in the end I love you zayn and that's all that matters
To: Liam
Hey li so you were the first real father I had you tried you didn't give up.....well until you had to. but I don't blame you for That at all fuck you management! But thank you for trying for actually caring when nobody else did. I really needed you so thank you so much li li I love you!!
I start crying now
To: Louis
Oh Louis your so fucking crazy but you were like a big fucking teddy bear!!! I love you bro you and Eleanor and Zoë have a great life I love you Louis!
To: Harry and soula
You two are crazy in love! I can tell you two will one day get married I love you both we didn't really spend a lot of time together fuck that! I love you two!!!!!
To: Niall
Hey ni ni I love you dude you were there for me you watch josh for me you came to me when I cried you made an effort and really tried to help me even tho sometimes you seriously pissed me off. but all in all I seriously love you!
To: beau
So the times has come the walrus said to talk of many things of shoes of ships of ceiling wax of cabbages and kings and wether the sea is boiling hot and wether pigs have wings. I love you beau I really do I used to have a fucking crush on you beau so each I really love you bro!
Beau always used to chant that to me when I can't sleep and when hunter wasn't around.
To: Luke
Hey lukyy I love you and all the fun we have! I did this because? Well you're the only one who will know so please don't tell anyone! but I was just not happy anymore I mean they took my fucking dad from me just when I found out the truth! plus my brother, Noah him being a fucking dick and pretending die! ugh I hate him but Luke there are many other reasons why I did it but those are the top reasons.
To: James
Dude I hope the guys stop prancing you I mean just the other day they blew up you fucking phone in the microwave! It was kinda awesome but seriously I love you James stay kool!
To:jai
Jai jai! Love you dude you understood a lot I don't have a lot to say cause I'm kinda In a rush sorry jai jai I love you!!!!!!!!
To: skip
Hey skip love you dude I love you so much! we didn't spend a lot of time together but from what we did you were a big brother I love you dude!
To: San
Ma nigga! I love you babe you are best fucking friend! your my bitch and I couldn't ask for anyone but you! Later loser ❤❤❤
To:hunter
Baby this is so hard to write but I'm rushing its almost 5:30am And you guys are waking up soon. but baby I love you so much!!!!! please don't hurt yourself!!!!!! seriously don't I'm not worth it. I love you so much baby you saved my life but you can't save me all the time you're not a super hero babe I love you babe I don't know how many times I can say it but I do I really so love you babe you are all I ever wanted and more
I wrote more letters to more people before tying a rope to the ceiling and stepping on a chair. I pull the rope over my neck and tie it tight around me I blow a kiss to the sky before stepping off the chair and hanging myself.....
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demons (sequal to upside down)
Fanficsequel to upside down. demons are coming out. But not all stories have happy endings