Dear Love, Time, and Death

Dear Love

Dear Love ,
It's my Taytum but you know that. And you also know that I'm so mad at you, for allowing people to use your name so much. I have listen to both girls and guys throw out your name to me and most of the time I thought it was actually you calling to me. But yet you dodged me time and time again. I've went to many strangers beds hoping to find you it the few pretty words that he or she gave me. After many time of falling for this, I'm ashamed to admit that I was one of the people how used you name to trick others. A few pretty words and an I love you here and there and bam! They where falling over themselves to get to me thinking it was you. While I'm mad at you for letting others use your name, sorry to be one of them. Up until recently I've given up on finding you. But I now find you in many places I never thought to look. You love may have one name you have many faces. Romance, friendship, and family. While I have yet to find that one special someone, I have found love in my best friend and my family. And what was once a hate letter has now become a thank you letter. Thank you giving me all those false loves as lessons so I know when it is the real one, and lastly thank you for opening my eyes to all the really love around me.
~Taytum