Is this you ?

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Trying to remember back when you were in elemetry, and everything was a happy upbeat tempo, and then as you grew up you start to see what the world truly is but you don't know what life is truly about. It gets even worst for a person that wants to tell people how they feel inside but, you know they will not understand.
     You take it upon your self to find someone to talk to, mostly because no one you want to be there is there. You start to tell people what will happen if you don't find help soon and they don't listen, they don't believe you. They listen to the music you play and disregard the messages in all songs you display. You plead for help you get down on your knees and ask WHY, why is it me, why can't i go to bed why can't i tell what is reality and what is a dream what is happening or if it's just a nightmare. Depression and anxiety work as partners, they aren't the same problem but they impact you in a very similar way. Anxiety is worrying, worrying to much about what might or might not happen, please see if you can relate, please help me. People ask is this really me, i respond with, "is it"? You act like you know me, but...how? How can you know a person that doesn't know anything about her or himself. It's hard we pray, we yell, we scream we cry, we try, we even lie, but no one seems to hear us, right ? Its like were moving in shackels so very scilently some people deal with this so very violently but there's always another way...right ? It's like the world is color blind to the majorty of people that are infected with this scilent disease not all wounds are visible not all pains are scilent but this one, yea this one you have to look deep into our soul, but why ? Why is it so hard for us to explain what's going on, yes i say us because i know im not alone. They look at me and say is this really you. I say,"im sorry". I hope you understand

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