Do you ever stop and stare at the night sky and wonder?
How perfect it would be to start over.
And make all the right choices.
But deep inside, you know there's no time machine.
There's no redo button to fix broken feelings or un-sink tears.
All the emotions you've bottled up inside starts to show again.
You start to remember.
The time when you first laid eyes on her.
To the moment when you held hands.
Danced the night away til early dawn.
The kisses reminding you of those soft lips.
Knowing no one will let each other go.
But you've always had that fear.
Fear of feeling "too much".
That you've broken yourself inside.
So when the time came for her to go.
She looked so beautiful, yet said goodbye with no words.
Lesson learned.
So keep your heart shut.
Even death will mock you because you've gotten a broken heart.
But again, you try to smile.
There's always a hope that you may live again.
That when the right person comes around.
She'll erase them sorrows.
And make you glow.
Make your love shine from the darkness.
To which death stands in front of you and bows.
It's all just a dream we have.
For now all I can say is goodbye.
I don't have a story anymore until I'm pulled from the shadows.
Maybe she's waiting for me and all I have to walk to her.
I know I'll love her just as she loves me.
We'll just sit and stare at the stars.
Thinking about how we both came here.
That'll be my life story if I ever get to keep her.
P.s ( -_-)
My writing may suck. The grammar and punctuation may suck. -_ -
This is my boredom writing so relax.
