day eighteen

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3:58pm: i haven't visited you in a while

4:00pm: life has just become so busy

4:02pm: the six of us are trying to handle our fandom

4:03pm: everyone's asking about you, josh

4:05pm: you know how you told me that you felt that no one cared about you? that if you disappeared no one would care?

4:06pm: they proved you wrong there

4:11pm: it's been four days since i was at the hospital with you

4:12pm: five tomorrow

4:15pm: i'm so sorry that i haven't been able to see you

4:18pm: we've been recording together

4:20pm: nothing too big, i promise. it's mostly just random games with ethan, vik and i, and maybe jj and tobi if they have time

4:25pm: it doesn't feel the same though. it's almost like this solemn and sad atmosphere has been thrown over us

4:27pm: we all miss you

4:31pm: we do have to record though, so i'm sorry

4:36pm: we make random noises and "your mother" bants in recordings, almost to make it seem like you're there

4:38pm: when jj says "your mother owns a village" i always lose it

4:43pm: if only you were here right now, you'd enjoy it

4:52pm: oh wait, i'm being called in for a recording session.

4:56pm: sorry

5:01pm: i'll see you tomorrow if i have time

5:02pm: bye

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