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Just a heads up I'm going to post this on December 7th so this is not be written at the same day as I'm posting it there is probably a lot more than problems now so time to start The biggest and beginning of my problems was love Gods I despise tha...

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Just a heads up I'm going to post this on December 7th so this is not be written at the same day as I'm posting it there is probably a lot more than problems now so time to start
The biggest and beginning of my problems was love Gods I despise that word currently I swear first I'm cheated on then I'm tricked into love just to be dumped a couple weeks later I got friend zoned by a girl I liked so badly she started calling me older brother afterwords after all that in highschool I finally find love again just to find out that she NEVER LOVED ME. Now I can't get over a girl who is waiting for someone that might not ever get with her and i can't fucking move on for reasons I don't understand myself. And if "Love" didn't ruin me people asking me if I was fucking okay did the job there is nothing I can't stand fucking more when I'm clearly fucking sad then hearing "you okay?" NO IM NOT OKAY IF YOU CAN'T TELL I'M NOT OKAY YOUR FUCKING DUMB ON AVERAGE I'M ASKED IF IM OKAY LIKE 10 TIMES A DAY AND IT FUCKING ANNOYS ME NO IM NOT FUCKING OKAY

AND AFTER ALL OF THIS MY INSANITY HAS FINISHED THE JOB I CAN'T EVEN LIKE A GIRL ANYMORE WITHOUT HAVING DAY DREAMS ABOUT HOW DEPRESSED I'LL BE IF SHE DIED OR SOMETHING MY HEART HAS BEEN STABBED DIED CAME BACK AS A ZOMBIE GOT SHOT IN THE HEAD DIED CAME BACK AS A DEMON AND GOT FUCKING EXORCISED BY A PRIEST THAT IS HOW DEAD INSIDE I AM THANK YOU AND GOODNIGHT

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