wrong love

the one that got away

There was this nice girl, named Zealtiel. She's fresh from heart break because of Carlos who made her hope lost. Zealtiel loved Carlos so much but didn't mean anything to him. Until Zealtiel became the most cold hearted and the lonliest person in this universe. No man can talk to her because of her crankiness. Her eyebrows is always stood up and you can see it in her face that he literally hates boys.

*zealtiel pov*
Men are rats, i hate them and i will never love one again! But..this man came with the sweetest smile and he always beg me to talk for a while. I always snob him and i barely reply to his messages because i hate boys.
But one day...this world just seemed so blue, i can feel the unicorns and the butterflies inside me again aftet a 3kilometer run that Sunday with Kim.
Angels are whispering to me that i should love once again.
I stood up so high and i saw the sun shining, then i came back looking on Kim's eyes again then...i forgot that the sun was shining.
Everyday, i always think about him..is this true love??

Kim started comforting Zealtiel daily, he knew that Zealtiel really hates boys and Zealtiel is very hard to make her fall inlove to him.

*Kim's pov*
Zealtiel, you're so gorgeous. Earth feels like heaven whenever you're with me. I love you very much and i will always will.

Few days, Zealtiel's stone heart became softer. And more softer everyday, and the thought of pain is a memory more faded everyday until the day came zealtiel is ready to fall in love once again.

September 25, 2016

Zealtiel said yes!

Finally after a long hard days for Kim, Zealtiel finally said yes...

Zealtiel loved Kim so much she nearly forgot that she needs to love herself also.
And abandoning kim never popped up on her mind because seeing kim in pain is very unbearable for her.
She always thought that Kim and her will last forever

But she's wrong....

October 23, 2016

They are so sweet talking in he morning, saying those promises and sending "iloveyou"
But then after 7am kim texted her with no clue.
Kim: maybe you deserve somene better

In other words he broke up with Zealtiel and i guess it's the end

But no...they continued their love game for two weeks then Kim blocked Zealtiel from all of the social media accounts and Zealtiel never heard about Kim anymore.

Kim didn't made Zealtiel believe in love he just made Zealtiel worse.

Zealtiel's last letter for Kim

To the one that got away,

Words are beautiful. To produce them, I allow my fingers to move about in a rhythmic and rather therapeutic manner. These movements then deliver my thoughts and emotions into the minds of human beings who cannot be reached by the sound of my voice. I think it’s time for me to start understanding that you are now just one of those people that is out of my reach. So here are a few words to the man I no longer know and cannot seem to find. Let me explain to you what it feels like to be told you are perfect in every way and will always be taken care of. Let me convey the emotions that rip through a young woman like myself when she is convinced she is someone’s forever. Let me express the hope and loyalty that is instilled inside of a girl who built up wall after wall only to feel as though they were peacefully torn down by a man who pulled her deeply into his love. I cannot formulate those emotions into words the same way I cannot describe the way it felt to have you rip that all to pieces.

I want you to know that I loved you. I loved you through every emotional part of the roller coaster you have brought into my life. I loved you on the days that you were pleasant and kind and also the days you were unrecognizable to me. I loved you through changing circumstance and the rapid movement of time. I even loved you when you decided that you didn’t love me anymore. I think a part of me still loves you while I sit here in the darkness, face hot with tears and disillusionment. But what I want you to know most is that I still love myself, and I still know what love really is. The difference between you and I is that my love is unwavering. It is a love that is deep inside of my soul and gives restoration to my faith in other people. It is a love that I was taught when I was a little girl. People in this world are going to hurt me. They have, and they will again. They will love me and they will hate me. Sometimes they will do both, as you have decided to do. You have shattered my heart, but you have not shattered my love. Love is not something that is cast aside and broken. It is something that resides safely inside of each and every one us if we choose to recognize it. It is a tool for forgiveness and strength. It is faith, when we lose it in humanity. It is being able to see our own beauty and potential, even when others make those things feel non-existent. Love is a perpetual joy that saves us when all hope feels lost. Love is not something that you can take from me.

You have broken my heart, but you have not broken my love. I know you have it too, deep inside of you, and my love allows me to genuinely hope that you will understand it one day. There are no simple letters written about simple heartbreaks. There is only one simple concept, and that is that love is the most powerful entity in the world. So, I will probably allow a few more tears to fall down tonight in your honor. I will most likely shed more when I listen to a song we used to sing or see something I know would make you smile. But I will be OK. I will be OK because the love inside of me is strong and true. I will be OK because no matter how many people trample on my heart, they will never take my love. No one can, not even you.

While I am hurt, I am not angry. I loved you, and I will never forget the memories we created and the lessons you have taught me. You have helped shape me into a better woman and for that, I am eternally grateful.

I wish you nothing but the absolute best and I hope that you are able to fall madly in love with someone one day, like I did with you. You are a special soul, and there is someone out there meant for you. Whoever she is, she will fill your heart with butterflies and shower you with kisses. She will carry you through the storms and she will be there to catch you when life knocks you down. I wish you would have given me the chance to be that person, but I understand that you are not ready for a relationship right now. Maybe one day we will run into each other when we are both in our home state and we could give it another shot. Maybe the timing will be on our side next time.

Until then, I’ll be seeing you
I love you.

September 25, 2016
6:48 am
I said yes.✌

     With full of love and sorrows,
                                 Me💋

At the end we always realize who's worth it and who's not, who's real and who's fake. We must love, but we also must choose who we fall inlove because pain is the other word for love. And to take away pain, we must first take away our love.

The end.