Tragic Love (an Ashton Irwin fanfic)

Chapter 10: Decided

Brayden's POV:

I quickly pushed the bathroom door open and ran into the nearest stall. Thank God nobody else was in here.

Why is this happening? Nobody even knows me here. Why would they be spreading rumors about me? I creeped into the corner and slowly sat down. What is wrong with my life?

I cried my eyes out until I felt the worst pain of all. Those thoughts in my head. Except this time they were even worse. The voices kept repeating over and over: 'You're nothing. Nobody would care if you weren't here. You don't deserve to be alive.' I couldn't take it, not now. I didn't have my blades to relieve my pain with. I started clawing myself all up and down my arms. I had no idea what I was doing but it was helping.

I felt the tingle on my skin as my long fingernails swiped across me, drawing the blood out. I'm not going to lie, it hurt. I finally stopped when I felt better.

I pulled myself out of the corner and walked over to the sink. All my makeup was gone. I washed my bloodstained arms off but the marks were still there. And I didn't have anything to cover them up with.

I quickly peeked my head out of the door and saw that nobody was in the hall, or so I thought. I started making my way towards the doors when suddenly the girl from class that did all this appeared.

She shoved me against the hard brick wall. I smashed my head pretty hard and I think it had a gash in it. I fell to the floor grabbing the back of my head. I was right, there was blood.

"You better watch out. This is nothing like your old hometown. Why don't you just go home to Mommy and Daddy!" she spat at me.

That was it. I wasn't going to let her treat me like this anymore. Feeling a sudden burst of courage I stood up and punched her right in her nose, making her fall down with a thud.

I quickly ran out of the school and off if the campus. My hand was killing me! I ran around the whole town until I found a secluded place.

I sat down and went over my thoughts. No one really would care if I wasn't here. I finally made a decision. This was going to be the end.

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A/N: Okay that was short but I thought about this and decided to write it real quick. I might write some more later tonight. Please give me your thoughts. Are you liking it or do you think there are some things I should improve Please I want you to tell me if you think something isn't right.

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