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Ok, so today I talked to Amaya I said "Hi cutie".

 It took everything in me to say that. 

She looked at me and said " Ayden...are you talking to me because I only see you as a friend. 

At that moment my heart dropped. My body felt cold and my eyes started to water. The worst thing was that she didn't even care about how I felt because she was around her friends.

 All day the only thing I could think about was, what happened. All day I was sad and depressed.

I didn't participate in not one of my classes. I didnt participate in gym, and we had free time all class. Every one was running around and I was in the corner on my phone stalking Amaya on Instagram. 

When someone would  run pass I go to my home screen...Amaya. School was only 8 hours all but it felt like 72. 

When the bell rang I was the first one in the locker room and the first out of the school. 

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