The Adventure Of G+J

The confession

As time ticked on and as days passed, we got to know each other more and more. You were like a new best friend that I wanted to spend time with. I never would become friends with anyone and feel an immediate connection. A few weeks later we were texting and you told me " I think I have a crush on you " Of course I didn't know what to say and then you asked me if I would like to be your girlfriend. I wasn't ready for a relationship especially after having to go through what happened to me in my previous relationship. I thought the best way to let you down was to explain in a long paragraph as to why I didn't want to go out with you. At the time I thought you were cool with it because you responded like you understood, I then later found out that you were pretty hurt by my response. I thought you'd give up on me and move on to finding some other girl to try and get at but you didn't. A month passed and we still talked more through text then we did in person. I decided to leave the crush I had on this guy named Preston that wasn't going anywhere, even though he liked me back, when he'd get with a girl I was ignored and he would become somewhat of a douche bag. I began to develop a crush on you but hide it because I thought you moved on to this other girl named Audrey. You had liked her a lot before and seemed to want to be more then friends with her. So I pushed my crush aside again and kept to myself more. My attitude while texting you changed and you noticed, you thought something was wrong, so you texted me asking what was up, at the time not only did I decided to push away everything I was feeling, but something else was going on. I was being emailed and texted by an old friend by the name of Martin. He was mad at me and blamed me for everything, saying that he wished I had never existed. I never did anything to him, I tried to talk to him when we were friends but he'd push me away. I made an attempt to be there for him, to be his friend but he pushed it away and now comes to me begging me to be friends with him again. I can't do that, not only did I go to a different school so that I could get away from my past but I didn't want to go through what he put me through. I told Justin everything that was going on with Martin and you said that he was harassing me through text. You found a way to cheer me up and everything was better again. A few more weeks past and its been a month. We still talked and one night you told me to meet you in front of the school the next morning before school. You had a question for me and I had a feeling of what it was and you knew that I knew most likely what it was.

I showed up to school late the next day so you had to wait till lunch and told me to meet you by the tables near the entrance to where the gym and auditorium. God I was so nervous, I thought about hiding in the bathroom all of lunch or to find a disguise so you wouldn't notice me. It was the class before lunch and my friend Jonathan was trying to calm me down and ended up convincing me to go meet you where you said. The bell rang and Jonathan sat at the table next to where you told me to meet you. You showed up but didn't see me and I couldn't help but laugh , we were so close to you but you didn't notice a thing. So you walked to where the bleachers were. I snuck up behind you and poked you sides, scaring you a bit. We hugged and walked back to the tables and you asked your question. You looked so nervous it was adorable. You asked " Will you go out with me " I was so nervous that I didn't tell you my answer and we continued talking through the rest of lunch. When it reached near the end of lunch I finally told you my answer. I said " yes " and you thought I said no and said " wait what ?!? ", I repeated my answer and you smiled so much and your eyes seemed to light up. We parted our ways and head to our separate classes. I felt so happy even my friend that I would talked to in my class noticed.

~ November 15 , 2016 ~ The start of Our Adventure ^~^