I enter my room and start tearing up. I hate it when I'm vulnerable.
I open up my closet and start getting all of my clothes along with their hooks. I take the hooks off and place the clothes in the luggage case. I wipe my tears away, and sit down on my bed. I look up at the ceiling, and remember when I was five I took down the stars that my dad placed up there. I actually loved those stars, they made me feel safe sense they glowed in the dark. But I tore them down. They reminded me of my dad too much.
I got up and put the luggage away deciding to go to sleep.
I lay my head on my pillow, and I almost instantly fell asleep.
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I race up the stairs, head to my room and quickly hide under my bed. I let out a giggle when I see my dad's shoes. I scoot farther back under the bed and stay completely still.
My dad's thunderous footsteps get fainter, I opened my tightly shut eyes and start crawling out. I got up and suddenly felt hands on my shoulder. I squeal.
"Got you!" my dada says pulling me into a hug when he suddenly disapears.
"Dad?" I whimper. I look around and don't see him.
*ding dong*
I walk down the stairs slowly. once I get to the bottom, I see a woman and a baby wrapped in a blue cotton blanket.
I hide, making sure the lady doesn't see me. I peek see my dad reaching down to hold the baby.
"Hey buddy," my dad says with a smile plastered across his face.
I had an epiphany, that baby was my father's. My eyes widen and I suddenly feel myself moving and running outside the door, surprising my dad and that lady. I stop at the door looking down to see nothing. The door was at the edge of a cliff, I had to stay in this house, there were no other exits.
I turn back around and see the lady whispering to my dad, "Who's she?".
"Oh, she's nobody" was my dad's response.
My eyes dialate. I felt a pain running aross my heart, breaking it into a million pieces that nobody could fix.
I run towards my dad hoping he would say he's just kidding that I was his prized possesion, the daughter of the woman he loved, but instead he vanished again.
I cried, and cried 'til my mom's voice snapped me out of the crying session. "Get up child. We don't need him. We can do fine on our own." her voice echoed when she said 'on our own' and she left, well vanished in thin air, leaving me alone. I scream and felt a cold hand on my head.
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I wake up to my mom's voice shushing me from my screaming.
"What's wrong honey?!" my mom asks me.
I think about her question, what's wrong? It might be that my mom decides to ship me off to my dad's house even though we haven't even seen him once in fourteen years. Or it might be the fact that I am alone, with no one to talk to, or that thinks like I do. Or it might be the fact that my mom still loves my dad even though he betrayed us. "I'm fine, nothing's wrong." I lied.
"Ok sweetie, call me if you need anything kay?" she said worried.
"Kay mom," I said and hugged my mom. "Goodnight mom."
"Kunai sweetie." she said. I remember when I was little and lost my first tooth, I used to say 'kunai' instead of 'goodnight' and since then my mom always said 'kunai' instead.
I smile. My mom departs from my bedside and leaves the room, leaving me in the darkness alone. I fall aseep.
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Dedicated to my sweet sister Melissa/HPisAwesome who wouldn't let me use this phone I'm using to write, unless I finish this chapter.
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Peace out wattpadians. :( you know if your there... *forever alone face again*
My chapters are really short): I should spice this up next chapter when she goes to her dad's 0_o (: this time I'm serious. Peace out wattpadians!
