Dear Diary,
Today is January 3rd 2014 my name to you will be anonymous because I am a little self conscious. The facts I will give you are real this isn't a made up story. As of right it is 5:35 Am. I live in Ohio. I am pretty to people that view my pictures on instagram or through snapchat, but not in person. I talk to lots of guys but no I am not a slut. I just believe guys are better friends that girls are. I am 15 years old and I am a Freshman. I have recently been very concerned with my weight. Currently as of today I weigh 167 pounds. Feel free to give me hate about it, I know I am not model thin, and so what if I don't have a perfect face and body. What I do know is that I am very funny and nice. I have just recently gotten over my phase of wanting to kill myself, and have realized I do not need to end my life because fucking retards try to make me miserable. I have learned to just get over them and move on. I also do not want to kill myself because i have realized over the years i have grown a passion for writing and reading books. In school people might not see me as the type of girl to not enjoy that but I do just no one has ever given the time to get to know me. I have recently gotten onto a liquid diet that i hope will work I do not want to harm myself just want to fit in a little more.... is that right of me to do lose weight to fit in a little more?? I will be posting more to my diary every day a couple times a day. I have a twitter and an instagram devoted to inspirational quotes and pictures and also updates on my life. my twitter user name is @disorder_e and my instagram user name is @disorder_e also. I want you all to know someone does love you and they are here for you.
LOVE,
Anonymous
