Twenty-Six Days of Imperfection

The 'story' of two people falling in love. By how only two people can just fall for each other at the first day. I never thought love at first sight actually happened or even exsisted. Apparently it does and that was the scary part when I met Jase. He was different, he made me smile, he made me have butterflies, and goddamn when I was talking to him on the first day we met, I was hanging out with my two best friends and I was bothering Ellie about it. It was crazy. He just made everything okay and that I was safe. Jase is my security blanket and I love him so much. I never knew that I would fall in love again ever since September sixteenth. It took me three plus months and me whoring around, breaking hearts to find Jase. In the end, my heart was broken yet again by another Jase but in a happier, better way.

Jase and I, Dino, were together for twenty six days. Its crazy what can happen in twenty six days of us. We did almost everything and anything a couple could do. Maybe we went to fast, maybe not. It seemed that we knew each other for our whole life so it seemed right, it seemed perfect but nothing is perfect so it was imperfect. During the twenty six days; tears were shed, love was exchanged, happiness was given, smiles were offered, and laughs were shared. Jase and I had many moments between us but we also had our moments with our best friends. I couldn't see him go so soon. Our future was just ahead of us and he just left.



As you can see, I'm Dino on Jase's account. On December twenty sixth, he died due to a car crash. He died in the hospital bed at 7:52pm. My baby turned into a baby angel and has watched me and is still watching me live on and love again. As he probably saw, I fucked it up again. But baby, I'm happy and I'm making you proud. I'm trying baby and I know it may be too soon but I know you're happy for me. Everything is for you Jase, I'm in love with you.

{ N O T E ; Some of the following may not be exact but I'm sure it's pretty darn close, so chill okay? It's hard when I told Ellie to delete my account and I don't have access to the pms .-. Stupid me. }