December 9, 2016
11:50 pm
It's now almost the next day and i don't know why I'm doing this. I feel like i need to get it down but I can't keep an actual diary because I'll forget about it so let's start. It's late and I'm to the point where I want to either cry or yell. I miss him. I miss him so much. I feel like I'm going to read this later on in my life and I'm going to regret saying it but it's true. I can't think straight for five freaking minutes to get this down. I don't really know if what I'm saying is true. I'm hungry, it's cold, and I'm sad because I'm lonely and I've kind of given up on my emotions because I'm a whirlwind.
