Strange Thoughts

stories in my head.

Everyday when I need an escape, I create these stories revolving around percy Wolfe (who I made up)

He is a quadruplet.

I make up these stories that don't involved me at all, it's just his life and how he lives it.

What does this mean?
Why do I do this?

I realized maybe it's how I want to live. Buy probably not, I mean I'm not a boy or a quadruplet so..... that's where I am stuck.

Also when I listen to music, sometimes I imagine it's him singing it. If it's a song I like a lot I will often imagine him singing it.

I made alot of detail to this "percy"

Like

He has dark brown hair, he's Scottish-italian, he has grey eyes and that kind if color blindness where you can only see shades of grey (I don't know what it's called)

So what does this mean?