I should have just left it. let myself think I was still friends with you even if it wasn't true. why did I have to ask.
I was doing fine until I did. now I set myself back months. to when I was feeling hopeless. I was doing so good. I was finally happy again. but no I just had to ruin it and make it worse. why am I like this. no wonder nobody ever sticks around I make them all sad. they try to make me happy when I'm down but I don't ask them to they could just leave it. but no thay try to be "good" people. I'm better off without any friends and everyone is better off without me to drag them down.