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There is the day you had your first breath and there is a day you'll have your last but I'm in the middle , just lost,
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Hi I'm Talia 16 and just living,waiting for that last breath,waiting for my last day that never seem to come .
I lost my mom when I was 8 and my dad at ten I live with my brother who is 18 now .

I miss the days where I used to come home just to tell my parents I got a good grade,and to just laugh and play with my brother he never got drunk when my parents were around or was he just to young to drink but either ways Trevor was happy .

Never talked to a single person except my brother since my dad died.
All the people I get close to seem to be just leaving me but for my brother it's somehow different he had a choice , as soon as he turned 18 he could've just left me but he didn't he stayed and no matter how much he gets drunk he is always there for me.

You see for my brother it's different captain of the soccer team perfect GPA and he also has my dad's thick black hair and his perfect black eyes and a perfect body he worked very hard for .
You must be thinking how are we living alone in a house without a legal gardien well we don't ,my uncle is legally responsible for us but well we all have different ways to love and his is to buy us a house and check on us once a mounth if he doesn't totally forget we're even alive he takes us out to dinner , a super fancy one even the waitress are fancy but I hate those kind of fancy place I'm more into simple coffee or smoothies .

My uncle Kartz is what we call too rich he owns a law firm he was my dad's twin brother they look exactly alike but uncle Kartz looks older than my dad .My dad was a happy man , my uncle , not really he works day and night he says there isn't a single time to wast in life .

I got to say he is not wrong but when you have nothing to do no friends to talk to nothing really you have alot of time to waste .

School is not eny better for me the only people that ever called my name are my teacher and Steph . Steph is well what people call my bff but she is more my sister you must be thinking why do I even talk to her if I ignore every one else I seriously don't know. Her and my brother are my weakness steph also lost her brother at a very young age and both her parents are were criminals in there own ways . Her dad killed her uncle 5 years ago and her mom I don't exactly know but she told me she had something to do with drugs and alcohol ...
Maybe she was a drug dealer or something steph hated it when people talked about her parents but teenagers are not very understanding they call her names like red devil and green mini which are names of serial killers on some stupid TV show .

Steph was pretty she had red hair and a beautiful smile guys liked her curves and all but they couldn't be with her cause her parents had a bad reputation. The hole town knows her as a killer's daughter and they used to say that she will follow her parents footsteps but you don't really see a criminal when you see Steph .

My life is a repetition I wake up go to school come back then do my homework and sleep .

And this is when my life changed it was a regular Wednesday I had P.E last period and I was walking to my car when I saw this kid I never seen before on a wheelchair trying to get in his car and nobody even tried to help him so I had to and that is when I made my probably biggest mistake ever and walked to him .

The kid saw me coming he didn't really care tho .

Then before I knew it I was in front of him this strangely good looking guy and I said nothing just stood there .

And that is when I heard a voice it took me time before I realized it was the guy's voice
- "So since your not gonna make the first move let me".
And then I realized I was starring at this guy .
"Can you help me in to my car please."
I nodded my head and helped the guy into his car without realizing it I think I got a little to close cause everyone started looking at us then he was final
In his car and I was going back to my car when he finally thanked me for my heroic move of almost talking to a guy .

After I got in my car I drove home to find my brother making dinner which was kind of weird since we agreed to order pizza tonight .
-"hey Talie, how was your day.
- good wait why are you cooking? I thought we were gonna have pizza tonight .
-yea I just thought I could make you some lasagna.
- Trev my birthday is not in like three months from now what's up .
-well yea but it's your favorite and I thought would make you happy, I guess I was wrong. I will just eat it alone then.
- no, thanks, really I just want to know what is going on .
-yea nothing.
-you sure Trev?"
-yea I'm sure.
Trevor is getting me very worried he never makes me lasagna like ever he always orders or something but I know Trevor is a great cook he is just super lazy to ever do everything that takes time. He usually makes pasta or chicken but when he does it is just so good you can't get enough of it and I'm not even exagerating .

After my weird talk with Trevor I went upstairs to take a short shower so that my meal doesn't get cold then I put some shorts and one of Trevor's old shirts and go downstairs to eat .
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Thank you guys so much I sware the next chapter will be way better and this is my first book so pls take it easy on me .

Thanks for reading .

Belen♡

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