Mugen Ai (Infinite Love) ∞ ♥ [ON GOING]

PJ's POV!

I was once a happy go lucky Kid.

Always out of school just to play Warcraft and basketball with friends.

I met this Girl named Ishia and all of a sudden, my whole life changed. We we're so inloved and he made me a FINE MAN.

One night I invited her for a dinner to celebrate our 2nd year anniversary. I fetched and supposed to bring her to a romantic place. We were happy that time but the incident blew it all away.

Bumangga ang isang 6 wheeler truck sa sinasakyan namin sa isang intersection road. We got hit and Ishia died before the ambulance arrived. She left me critical with severe fractures on my extremeties.

I survived but had a temporary coma for almost a month. When I opened my eyes...There goes my life, seeing myself with tractions all over my body because of the severe fractures. I can't walk and even can't talk. Daig ko pa ang isang inutil na tao sa nangyari sa akin. I can't feel anything, I became numbed as well as my heart.

Two months passed at wala ng mga tractions sa katawan ko at maging sa mga binti ko,Unti-unti narin akong makakapaglakad sa pamamagitan ng crutches at unti-unti ko naring maipapahiwatig ang mga gusto ko sa pamamagitan ng pagsasalita. Naghilom narin ang mga tahi sa buong katawan ko dulot ng operasyon ngunit tila may isa pang hindi naghilom, iyon ay ang puso ko.

Wala paring pagbabago sa buhay ko. Lagi akong nakaupo sa sulok ng kwarto ko o di kayay nakahiga habang nakatitig sa kawalan. Walang kalatuylatoy ang buhay ko simula ng nagising ako. Living without Ishia is just like not living at all. Life without her is like living in Hell.

Mugen ai Part 1

PJ's POV

One afternoon for the very 1st time after what happened to me, muli akong nag-online sa facebook. Daming personal messages, friend requests at notifications.

Bigla akong naguluhan at pagkatapos ay nanikip ang dibdib ko. Puro Ishia at ako ang nakikita ko sa facebook.

Ni-log out ko eto at sinubukang i-log in ang isa ko pang account kung saan wala akong mga personal na kaibigan dun. Marami rin akong friend requests, notifications na karamihan ay game invitations at may dalawang messages that was sent a month ago. Isa na dun ang message ng isang babaeng hinahangaan ko noon. Maganda siya, dedicated sa studies niya, mabait at jolly. Kahit sino pwedeng mainlove sa kanya kahit ako. Sa katunayan hindi siya mahirap mahalin pero nakatali na ang puso ko kay Ishia nung mga panahong iyon.

Sabi niya sa message:

"CONGRATS! NAGKABALIKAN NA PALA KAYO NG GIRLFRIEND MO. NAKS NAMAN! EDI MASAYANG MASAYA KANA NGAYON? OH WELL, PASENSIYA NA KUNG BIGLA AKONG SUMULPOT DITO HA? NAPADAAN LANG. HEHE. CGE.."

I replied, "YEAH, BUT THAT WAS SO LONG AGO. NAGKABALIKAN KAMI AFTER A MONTH NUNG HULING NAG CHAT TAYO."

Nagulat ako bigla ng nagreply siya agad. I thought hindi siya online.

"WOW! THAT'S GREAT! SURELY, YOU'RE VERY HAPPY AYT NOW. :)"

Nalungkot ako after I read her reply. "HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY WHEN MY OWN HAPPINESS LEFT ME?" I replied.

"WHAT? YOU BROKE UP AGAIN? :o" She asked. "SHE LEFT ME. SHE'S WITH OUR FATHER RIGHT NOW." Sagot ko.

Mas nalungkot ako nung hindi na siya nagreply. Nag offline na siya. Ayaw niya na siguro akong kausap o di kaya'y ayaw niya ng madrama. Humiga ako at itinulog ko nalang ang lungkot na nararamdaman ko.

After a week naisipan kong buksan ulit ang laptop ko, hindi pala na log out ang facebook kaya nag pop up siya bigla nung inopen ko ang yung browser. Na-excite ako konti nang makita kong online siya. Nakita ko rin na nagreply siya sa last message ko.

"SORRY HA KUNG NGAYON LANG AKO NAKAPAG ONLINE, SO BUSY KASI SA ENROLLMENT. WAIT! WHAT DO YOU MEAN ABOUT SHE'S WITH 'OUR FATHER' AYT NOW?" Sabi niya.

"SHE DIED 3 MONTHS AGO. :(" I replied.

"OH GOSH! I AM SO SORRY ABOUT THAT. SO STUPID OF ME TO OPEN THIS KIND OF TOPIC TO YOU. >_<"

"IT'S OKAY. I WAS HURT AND YES STILL IT IS. THESE SCARS ALL OVER MY BODY REMINDS ME OF WHAT HAPPENED TO US. :("

"I AM SO SORRY PJ. I'LL PRAY FOR BOTH OF YOU BUT IF YOU NEED A FRIEND, AM HERE. :)"

"THANKS JAS. ANYWAY, BAWAL SA AKIN NAGLALAGI SA MONITOR EH. KAYA I CANNOT BE ABLE TO CHAT YOU REGULARLY. HOW ABOUT ASKING YOUR MOBILE NUMBER INSTEAD? WELL IF YOU DON'T MIND." Sabi ko.

"I DON'T MIND AT ALL. HERE IT IS, 09175696735."

"IS THIS REALLY YOUR NUMBER?" Tanong ko.

"AY HINDI HINDI. JOKE LANG. OFCOURSE. DO YOU REALLY THINK I HAVE THE NERVE TO FOOL YOU?" Sagot niya.

"WELL, GIVING YOUR NUMBER TO A STRANGER IS KINDA QUESTIONABLE." Sagot ko rin.

"HEY! I KNOW YOUR NOT LIKE OTHER CYBER BOYS OUT THERE NA HUMIHINGI NG NUMBER TAPOS PAGLALARUAN LANG ANG MGA KA TEXTMATE NILA. ALAM KO NA MABAIT KA AT YOU CANNOT DO SUCH BAD THINGS TO ME. DIBA?" Reason out niya.

"YEAH. BUT I DON'T KNOW WHERE DID I PUT MY CELLPHONE. I GUESS MOM KEPT IT AFTER THE INCIDENT. STICKY NOTE KO NALANG MUNA TONG NUMBER MO. THANK YOU HA? :)" Sabi ko.

"WHAT? WAIT! YOU SAID INCIDENT? ANONG IBIG MONG SABIHIN?" Tanong niya.

"THAT WAS 3 MONTHS AGO. ALMOST 4 MONTHS SINCE ME AND ISHIA (MY GIRLFRIEND) MET A TRAGIC ACCIDENT. I NEARLY DIE. UMABOT NG THREE MONTHS ANG RECOVERY NG BUONG KATAWAN KO MALIBAN LANG SA PUSO KO." Nalungkot na naman ako ng maalala ko ang nangyari.

"OH GOSH! LET'S STOP THIS TOPIC. I KNOW YOU'RE STILL NOT OKAY. I DON'T WANNA RUIN YOUR MOOD AYT NOW. BAKA MABINAT KA. MAKAKASAMA SAYO ANG STRESS NA DULOT NG NANGYARI SAYO. I'M SORRY AGAIN. PJ, I HAVE TO GO. NEED TO SEE MY CLASSMATES. TEXT ME WHENEVER YOU WANT TO? ORAYT? TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF PJ. BYEEE.. :D"

- to be continued... :PP