Derek Who?

Addison Montgomery was the type of person who knew what she wanted and when she wanted it. And she never had a problem doing just that, until her.
Meredith Grey.
Meredith Grey, the woman who stole her husband. I mean he's a resident and she's an intern??? Did he seriously leave THE Addison Forbes Montgomery for an intern?? I mean yes, she cheated on Derek with Mark but she just wanted attention?? But an intern???
This is all she's thought about since Derek chose Meredith.
Addison sighs at the thought.
"Let it go Addison, your better than this." She says pep-talking herself as she walks down the halls of Seattle Grace.
She smiles at the many doctors and kind faces of families she'll probaly never see again as she walks to the cafeteria.
She sighs as she walks in, 'the same smell and food every damn day' she thinks. She's making her way over the salad bar for the 14th time that week when she hears it. Hears the voice of the person she's been avoiding all day, Meredith Grey. She rolls her eyes.
"Of course." She says under her breath as she hastily makes her salad and makes her way to the check out line.
As she pays and heads for the door, she sighs in relief thinking she's in the clear when all of the sudden Someone's in front of her. Not just any someone. Her. 'Oh the nerve of this woman' Addison thinks.
"Hi Addison" Meredith says quietly. "Can we talk? Please."
Addison takes a breath. "Um why?"
She asks trying to keep her chill before she says things she'll regret.
"I just want to talk. Please. 5 minutes" Meredith says pleasingly.
Addison sighs. "Fine. 5 minutes. But they better be quick." She says walking off into the closet on call room, salad and all. Meredith falling closely behind.
Once inside Addison turns to face Meredith, arms crossed.
"5 minutes starts now." She says setting her watch on a timer.
Meredith looks up. "I'm sorry. For everything. I never meant to hurt you. He just, he just has a way of getting into my heart." She says honestly stepping closer to Addison.
Addison exhales roughly.
"Stop! Just stop. I can't even with you anymore! He chose you, and I've accepted that. I'm heartbroken. Sure. But the thing isn't even about you. It's the fact that he always wins. Always. At everything. And for once, for once I wanted to win. And the only way I could do that was if he chose me. And he didn't. So again, he wins cause he chose you." Addison says with a shaking breath. "So I don't want to talk. At all."
Meredith shakes her head but looks on with sad filled eyes. "It wasn't that easy ya know. He came onto me and it felt amazing. He said nothing about you. And before u came back I felt like I won too. So I get it Addison! I get it!!" Meredith challenges back.
Addison looks up at her with watery eyes and catches meredith's eyes and she sees meredith's eyes for the first time Sad, Regret filled, Shamefilled, beautiful, full of hope. Addison stares into her eyes for longer than she should have and quickly snaps out of it.
"I. I am sorry he did this to you." Meredith says stepping closer to Addison and placing her hand on her arm.
Addison grits her teeth and closes her eyes in frustration. "Stop talking. Please. I'm supposed to hate you and loathe you. But. I can't. I just can't." Addison says slamming her hands on the beds in the on-call room.
Meredith sighs sadly. "I'm sorry."
She says in defeat as she turns to leave. ---Addison Forbes Montgomery won't admit that what happens next is her fault. She won't even admit it happened period. In fact people would think that she's crazy. But the fact is, it did happen.---
Addison hears the sigh leave meredith's lips and the footsteps that tell her she's leaving. It takes all of 4 seconds for Addison to leave her spot and reach Meredith. And about 3 seconds for their lips to touch. And 2 seconds for Meredith to kiss her back. And 1 spark to ignite something they never thought would happen. One kiss, led to 2 kisses until they are both laid on one of the bed in the on-call room exchanging heated kisses. 'Was this about to be hate sex?' Addison thinks as Meredith kisses down her neck. 'Cause if it is, then bring it on' she thinks smirking and flipping Meredith over onto her back and kissing her with heated curiosity. She smirks at the noises leaving meredith's mouth and can't help but laugh. 'When I'm done with her she won't be able to help but say Derek who?' Addison thinks smirking as she kisses her way down Meredith's neck.