Running Away: Epilouge
I've been thinking lately,
about you and me...
and all the questions left unanswered,
how it all could be.
And I hope you know,
that you never left my head,
and if I ever let you down-
Im sorry.
I seen you around here lately,
you smile brighter than you should.
Me, I've been so lonely,
I'm glad you're doing good.
Because I can't forget,
the way it used to be...
And if I ever let you down,
Well I'm sorry."
I mumble the small, yet heartbreaking lyrics to my tethered, destoryed reflection that glares back at me from the bathroom mirror. It takes me aback for a moment... To just acknowledge the fact that this is me. The torn apart, sleep deprived, young woman, is me. It's odd, humerous actually. How he just let me go, and never looked back. If I was oh-such-a-burden, then why did you show me all of the affection that I needed? Why would I crave your sweet, calming words that you would whisper to me every night. I would crave the looks you would give me throughout those three years. When you would me deep into my eyes, and make your promise. Your promise that you would never leave me. Never leave me on this star-crazed world, with no one to look after me. You were my savior, my lover, my best friend. Now you're gone, and I mind as well just say goodbye.
I remember the day in vivid detail, but I'm positive you had forgotten it. Forgotten how you shattered my heart with six simple words. The six simple words that fucked up my head, those six simple words that are constantly repeating over and over in my head.
"I can't be with you anymore."
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