Hey guys! I promised that chapter! Listen to 'Let Her Go' by passengers when reading this chapter. There is a 99.9999 chance you will cry. Because I cried.
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Tylers POV.
I was dreaming, this dream was different from all my dreams. This dream, had Quinn in it.
She was running, into a forest, her directions were left, right, right, left, right until she reached her location. Quinn dug out a dainty flower crown, gently placed it on her head, and laid down. Quinn rustled in her pocket for something, then pulled out a pocket knife. The knife's blade drug across her thin layer of skin on her neck.
'Congrats Tyler, you successfully drove her into the dark.' An ominous voice cried.
I soon started sobbing, and ended up being soothed by a familiar voice.
'Tyler I couldn't handle it any more. I'm forever in the dark. I love you, thank you. I'll be okay from now on.'
The voice was Quinn's.
I let Quinn go.
The dream flashed to a blackout, and all I heard was screaming. Shelby was crying, terrified of what happened to her little sister. Alex was silent with puffy red eyes, body shaking, grasping my hand.
I woke up weeping from the dream, Alex came to comfort me.
"What's wrong baby?" she asked.
"I need to go out. I'll be back." I replied, putting my glasses on and heading out.
I found the forest I dreamt about, and I followed the tracks. I was following the dark.
~~~~~~~~~~magically time skip~~~~~~~~~~
I examined my surrounding searching for Quinn. I whipped my body around and found the rock Quinn lays on in her pool of blood, with a note inside a boquet of flowers.
'check my glasses case at home Tyler.' It's like she knew I'd be here.
The knife lays in her hand, I close it up and shove it in my pocket. I pick up her flower crown, cradling it slowly, it's the last piece of Quinn I have left. I grabbed her flowers, and threw it on her in anger.
"Why did she go!? Why couldn't I see?! Why was I so blind?!" I cried, dropping down on my knees.
I sprinted back to Shelby's house to break the news to her. I pounded the door with tears flooding my eyes.
"Shelby open up!" I cried leaning my back against the door.
"What's up Tyler?" she asked casually.
"Quinn is dead!" I stated.
Shelby stood in front of me, speechless of what I said.
She began again by asking where her body was. I gave her the directions as she left to find her. While Shelby left I rumaged through Quinn's stuff to find her glasses case. When I found it, I opened it to find another suicide note.
Tears spread from my already puffy and red eyes, leaking on the paper. Quinn loved me, and I was too blind to see it. I just want her back.
~~~~~~~~TimeSkip~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I stood in front of Quinn's casket, her pale face looking pale and thinner than ever.
"Hey Q-Quinn." I stuttered,"h-how have you been?" I asked when my voice cracked and the tears began springing from my eyes. "I've missed you so much, I want you back!"
I felt a hand on my shoulder as I whipped back to see who it was. Alex was there, in a long green and black dress. She had mascara marks leaving a trail of disappoint and sadness.
"Hey Tyler. She liked you, but I cockblocked her from you." she broke our silence.
"it's fine Alex. I love you still, and that's not going to change. Well neither is Quinn." I replied.
"The service is about to start okay? Clean up and get ready."
At the service I saw so many people. Quinn's rival Tania, was there with tears and great sorrow for Quinn. The Dairy Queen guy she always joked around with, had scars filling his arm. Mrs. Delphonté, Quinn's french teacher, the one that always pushed hard on her. So many reconizable people, that made Quinn seem invisable and worthless, were there with disappointment and unhappiness.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~TimeSkip~~~~~~~~~~~
Now whenever I blink I see Quinn. Guilt of her death lays on my shoulders, and it'll never be lifted.
'I love you' from Quinn kept bouncing in my mind, when I realized, I can't live without her. She was supposed to be mine, but she isn't.
I now had to show the note to Shelby. Shelby deserves to know about it, because she raised the twins ever since their teen years.
So I ended up back on Shelby's doorsteps again, begging her for a chance to talk.
"What do you want?" Shelby snapped.
"I felt like I should show you this." I retorted, bringing Quinn's suicide note from my pocket.
Shelby yanked it from my hand as she read it furiously. Throughout the note Shelby would sprinkle a few tears or so from utter sadness.
She gently handed back the note to me, as I started walking away.
I let the true one for me go.
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so how was that? I'll update soon, don't know when though!
Bai Lovely,
~Sophie
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